Gulp... Guilty!

Okay i feel so guilty!!
I forgot our annivessary!!
How can dat be?? Things was goin too
fast and i forgot.. haha! okay i noe it
shldn't be a laughing matter.. You
know we've been spending less & less
time together, No we're not breaking up!
In fact we're practically moore in love with
each other with each passing day. Is like
everyday i'm missing him (partly is because we
haven't met for moore den 2 weeks) and everytime i do
i just realise how much i'm in love with dis guy!!
His smile, (which i haven't been seeing) His cheeky
lines, His Cetness and arghhhh juz every inch of him.
Most of the time we be bickering about who's opinion is
moore relevant, i like it! i really do.. even though the
bickering is sooo random.

Oh ya!
before i forget i won't be posting bout the
other thing just yet... I'll just let you guys
wait for a lil while longer! hehe...

Aniwaes i'm feeling kinda guilty for forgetting
our annivessary so i'm dedicating this post to
HIM! Yup. Fortunately his not too mad at me
for forgetting, soo thats like CooLNess!!

You know after what we have been through
for the past year, i realised something "i never
stopped loving you Muhammad Sufyan!" After all
those crazy stunts you pull am still loving you
as much as i did 31 months back! You *are* my
better half and i am proud to be yours too! Still
there's lots of things running through my mind..
I have to compliment you on your drastic changes
this year!.. You amaze me every single day on both big
& small changes you've made, you've put up with a lot
of crap from me. I know i'm not really the bestest most
understanding girlfriend but i'm trying REAL hard, that
shows how much i want this relationship to work up till
we get married. People always say to aim high and never give
up over small lil setbacks and i'm doing just that, i noe what you
people might be thingking? We're probably to young to get
too involved with this.. but we're not thingking of getting
married anytime soon, we soo have lots of major things to
achieve and we definitely want to reach our goals before we
settle down, that way we can look back and be satisfied.

I think i wrote most of the things that really matter most,
i hope he reads this and be happy that his girfriend is always
thingking of him no matter how forgetful she may be. Haha..

Conclusion:She loves her BF very much.

************End of dedication************


i actually started typing down this on 9/17/2006, i juz wanted
to really decide on how specific it must be. hehe..

so aniwaes watched *Grey's Anatomy* and decided
that CHRIS ODONELL is sooooo FINE.... and not
forgetting YUMMY!!

Take a look and this and you'll know what i mean..







Okay maybe not TO you.. but i still think his hot!!
Okay2.. i'm outta here.. cya!

PeaCe!!

MiZzPiNkIe

Sori fer not updating!

Sori i noe i haven't been updating lately..
but i have my reasons! i swear. My pc was
sent to be fixed. Juz got it back yesterday,
wad a relief! felt kinda lost without it!
As days passed by there's many things to
tell and update but so lil tyme to do so.

And since i haven't been updating.. i'll
squeeze in as much stories and pictures
as i can okay?? don't worry i promise..

Okay remember that i told u that i went to
c da idolz fer da roadshow at Tampines mall..
Well i did.. They were great!! except that
i wished they wld have sing a lil song..
Sumthing i cld have save fer a video..
Oh well... but don't fret, i did
take a video.. its not soo good.. coz i
had to use a hp instead of a camera or a
Video cam.. so here it is...




and another one..




I told u it wasnt good... soo bare with me..
but don't worry i have pictures...















I don't have any descriptions fer da pictures..
itz juz random.. coz i kept snapping and snapping..
khekhekhe... but i can tell u that Hady is damn cute!!
hahaha... well wadya noe his in the top 2!! Am very proud
of him!! I'll vote fer him a looooot!!! fer da final showdown
don't worry! You have your loyal fans support!!

So aniwaes.. remember that i told u mum and Sis
went fer holiday in New Zealand fer 10 days??
and during the last 2 days before they got back
me,Kaksha & Abg A'ad went camping.. At p.ris Beach,
had a bbQ! Damn Shiok!! itz juz a small bbQ fer da 3
of us... we had lotza of fun!! we torn fer 1 night...
but i was soo worn out... Bb came da next day! he
get to eat the ayam we bbQ!! Lucky him!! KakSha
kept sum fer him..!! well aniwaes dis are da pics..



Sori if its too dark... but there wasn't a lot of light..


Yummy Chicken!!


KakSha bz bbQ-uing the ayam!


Me being vain like always..


Da juz bbQ-ued ayam.


Da seasoned non-cooked ayam...


The cat that stole Kaksha's ayam!


Dem.


Abg A'ad posing fer da camera..


The beautiful Sunrise!


Yet Again...

And my beautiful smile.. (inside the tent btw)

See told u i'd make it up! This is moore then i
intend to do... but i'm satisfied! i hope you are too!
My next update wld be juz as interesting! i Promise!
Here's a lil peek on wads in store..




Hint2* hehehe!! Juz wait up aite!!
Well gotta have an early nite... tomorrow
will be goin to jB wif Mummie! Who noes
i'll even have moore pixies fer ya!! cya!

PeaCE!!

MiZzPiNkIE

What a week!!

Hey Ya'll. i've been M.I.A-ing again i know..
I juz wasn't in the mood to update the past 2 weeks.
Been feeling kinda down since Ibu & Kakna went to
New Zealand, i sooo have no idea why? but anyhoos
they're coming back tommorrow and hopefully i get to
pick them up!! I got sooo many things to tell.. and pictures
to show of coz! hehe.. but ferst things ferst!

Bb Slept over my house fer 2 nights on the last weekend,
it was fun!! but tired... coz i cldn't sleep properly wif him. i
get soo hyper, haha so typical of me. I cooked fer him,
played X-box wif him, cuddle2 with him, sleep wif him
on a single bed matress. Although it was sooo much fun
and a very good experience fer me and i can't wait to
get married to him fer da rest of my life thing, fer now
i'm not ready to "really" take care of him. Not because
i'm lazy or don't love him enuff to take care of him, juz that
i dowant to rush into these things and den not be good at it
and worse of all disappoint him. I want to be a good wife,
not juz sum chick who he comes home to get a good fuck. Nope
no sorry, i want to be a damn good wife that he loves soo much
and comes home to juz be wif me, hear my voice, eats my homecooked
meal and have quality bonding time wif ME. Speaking
of cooking, i cooked him Nasi goreng & he likes my telor pecah2
(my own style) hehe... he said very nice! Shy lar me!
NAsib he suker coz i otak pecah dunno what to cook fer him..
Well i got pictures... why don't i let them do the tolking..




Us-> He want to step fierce only... -_-'


Sorilah muker "Bacin", satu2 dah ngantuk
tapi takleh sleep.. hehe


Kcau him while he play X-box..


These are the ingredients to my scrambled eggs,
Light Soya sauce, Sweet Black Kichap, Blended dry chilli
Black pepper & of coz eggs (my own creation).


Oh, and nt forgetting the Onions. Very important
Ingredient.



Perfect egg yolks, none of them is broken. heh!


Oh i also tumis the mackerel fer tambah2
lauk.



Add that all up-equals to a wonderful meal!!

Well i think that was one of the best meal moments
i had wif Bb.. Sooo ROMANTIC.! don't you think?
No? Well Bluek to you who think not!

Well i did say i have lots moore stories to tell
but until den don't forget to visit me again!
Cya!



PEaCE!!

MiZzPinKie

New Contact Lenses

Just bought it on Wednesday... Lyke finally!
Actually i juz wanted to buy non-colour
cntact lense at JB but Ibu said she won't be
going there fer grocery shopping this month so
ask Mummie if she cld lend me money and
let me buy the Colour cntact lense instead fer juz
19 bux. So she agreed, Thank-God... Cheap eh?
Itz a new design called "I-Dazzle" i've tried two, including this one i juz bought
the first one is "Beach Brown" and the current one is "Ash Grey".
Two colour design to the contact lenses, Coolness!

Aniwaes BestFren(Yana) and me planned to Catch
the IdoLs in action tommorrow at TM, we'll see...
probably be a lot of ppl tomorrow. I'm not really
into all this actually but i'm bored and i don't
really feel like staying home, besides Bb won't be in
SG tommorrow he's goin JB with his Family. Bahhh!!
I'm gonna be bored to death!! But itz ok i guess... get
to spend some quality "girly" time with Bestie!!

Okay i'm gonna leave you guys wif this umm? questions?
itz actually a quiz that my Sis tagged me but i'm gonna juz leave it as
a questionaire. ENJOY!!

Favourite Colour: Pink,Lime-Green,White,Black,Purple & Orange.
Favourite Food: Japanese Food!!! Mum's Cooking!! CHICKEN IS A MUST!! "OISHI"
Favourite Movie: Oh Gosh, Hmmm... A walk to remember,Harry Potter 1,2,3,4 & Future movies cumin up,Tokyo Drift, Pirates of the carriebean 1&2,All Lindsay Lohan Movies, Saw 2 & ok obviously i have lots of Favourite movies so lets juz kip it dis way.
Favourite Sport: NetBall?
Favourite Day Of The Week: I used to like Wednesdays,Fridays & of course Saturdays wen i was still in Sec Sch.
Favourite Ice-Cream: Anything that has extra3 chocolate in it!!
Favourite Tv Shows: BTVS & CHARMED.

Current Mood: Restless.
Current Taste: None.
Current Clothes: T-shirt & Shorts
Current Desktop: Compact,Lame i know but thats bcoz i juz reboot my pc.
Current Toe Nail Colour: My natural pinkish nail colour.
Current Time: 0109 hrs
Current Annoyance: The fact that Bb didn't call me the whole evening.
Current Thoughts: Will i be goin to TM tommorow.

First Bestfriend: Sheereen.
First Crush: This guy in my class during sec.
First Movie: Titanic.
First Lie: Ahhhh.... Sooo Can't remember.
First Music: ABC?..

Last Ciggarette: I don't Smoke FULL-STOP
Last Drink: Iced-Milo.
Last Car Ride: Hmph.. Can't remember.
Last Crush: Shane Filan.
Last Phone Call: Juz 15 mins ago.
Last CD Played: Huh! Westlife.. juz reminicsing how much i used to adore them!!

Have you ever dated one of your bestfriends: Nope.
Have you ever broken the law: I think so... but the thing i did kinda stupid and harms no one but still very illegal.
Have you ever been arrested: Nope.
Have you ever skinny dipped: Nope too particular on how i looked.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: Your kidding rite?.....

okay thats all fer now guys, kinda beeped gonna
sign out!! Cya!

PEacE!!

Mizzpinkie

HappY Annivessary To "US"

30 Months to us!! Yay!
Wow 2 years and 6 months has passed
yet we're still holding on strong.
Although we've had our differences but
we pulled thru every single of them.
I have to say i'm very proud, Thnx
Bb fer alwaes being there and made my life
that much moore INTERESTING!

Okay so went to catch the fireworks on saturday
wif Bb and his Abg sedare's. It was damn packed..
Families & couples juz sat there to catch a glimpse
of the fireworks. That was the most romantic moment
i ever had wif Bb!.. Juz holding each other and enjoying
each other's presence. Nothing needed to be said bout
how we felt, is like i knew he was the ONE.
Love YOU sooo Muchie DaRLing!!

Too bad i didn't had a camera wif me, or i wld have
captured the moment. Guess its all memories now..
Missin him already!

Oh btw Bb told me that my blog lack
pictures and also emphasize on how boring it is!
Bluek! Well since u asked fer pictures Bb, here
i give u!

Itz da pictures me and my sisters took in the train
on the way to town. We were having our very
late dinner at Ramen Ten, downside part is
that we didn't take any pictures of the
food. We were to busy getting hungry, and so
we didn't take ANY pictures at Ramen Ten!!
How stupid can we BE??
Oh well... Here are the pics anyway..



Wasn't really ready.


Ahhh... Yes the Sisters.


Awww... Cute ain't we?


Yes thats me making a fool of myself. SUE ME?


In da bus otw wae back home.


Them.


See that bottle that "looks" like its sticking
up my nose? thats actually a bottle of Vodka
KakSha bought from 7 eleven.
Can't remember the brand though...

Yup thats all i have fer that day... actual reason
why i didn't update the pics earlier is bcoz
i hadn't find tyme to upload it in the pc yet. Now
that i have, ENJOY!!


Oh ya the layout, i changed it again seems like
i can't stick to one blogskin fer long huh? yeah
i'm bored i can't help it. Itz not too flashy to
my liking, but it'll do...
oh ya there;s one moore picture i like u to
c of me CATS!



CutE???


DEFINITELY!!! So damn CUTE!!!
Okay i'm signing out!! C ya'll!!

PeaCE!!

Mizzpinkie

HappY BerFdAy SiNgApOrE!!

Here's A Kiss Frm Me





For U SinGaPorE!! Happy 41th Berfday!!

Ok i noe it lookz terrible... but i tink it lookz
interesting! Muahaha! Perasanlah byk2 Ct!!
Niwaes juz took the pic juz nw at MakRad's
House. She had a kenduri juz now, No nt
fer Singapore.. Fer her Husband and her family
who soon will be moving in Australia!
How cool is that?? Wish i was migrating there,
but i noe Bb won't agree to it.. He LOVES
his Singapore too much.

Bluek!

tkperlah... at least i've been there and done that.
Aniwaes Bb otw back home from suntec, He went to
catch the Fireworks wif his dota clan. He so semangat tau,
almost every year he wld go and see the fireworks. Tapikan
eveytime i tk pergi gan der... BORINGNYER!!
Alah takperlah.. i also had my own fun... somewhat.
Besides there's always next year!!
*Crosses Finger*

Oklah Geng, me signing out!
Cya!!

PeAce!!

Mizzpinkie

I LOVE this Song!

Wow this song is soooo ShWeeT!!!!
I can't help nt to put it in my blog.
Teehee...
Okay i noe i haven't been blogging..
i wanted too, den i stopped. khekhe..
I juz cldn't find any interesting to blog about,
so anyway Ibu bought the "CheeZy bite" Pizza!
Yum2! i sooooo Love the CheezE!!!!

Okay so yesterday i went out Wif Bb,
we went to a Friend's chalet. The chalet part
was boring though.. but hey at least i get to
spent tyme wif Bb!! TeeHee!! He Blanjered me
mamam,oh the chalet was at Costa sands Downtown
east btw..

He stayed over, i didn't.. Damn! wish i cld. so
i get to spend tyme wif Bb longer!!

Aniwaes i 'm waiting fer him to
wake-up so we can tok.. i miss him already.
Okay guys i'm gonna leave you to the lyrics of
the song.

Yeah...

[Brian]
It seems like yesterday when I said I do
And after all this time my heart still burns for you
If you don't know by now that you're my only one
Then take a look inside me
And watch my heartstrings come undone

[Howie]
I know I promised you forever
Is there no stronger word I can use?
To reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You're my safest place to hide

[Chorus - Brian as lead]
Can you see me, here I am
I need you like I needed you then
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart and still find
You're my safest place to hide

[Nick]
You see colours no one else can see
In every breath you hear a symphony
You understand me like nobody can
I feel my soul unfoldin'
Like a flower bloomin'

[AJ]
When this whole world gets too crazy
And there's nowhere left to run
I know you give me sanctuary
You're the only truth I know
You're the road back home

[Chorus - AJ as lead]
Can you see me, here I am
Standin' here where I've always been
And when words are not enough
I climb inside your heart and still find
You're my safest place to hide

[AJ]
My safest place to hide

[Kevin]
I know I promised you forever
There's no stronger word I can use
To reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You're my safest place to hide
Oh!

[Chorus - Nick as lead]
Can you see me, here I am
Standin' here where I've always been
When I feel givin' up
I climb inside your heart and still find
You're my safest place to hide

[Nick]
Oh yeah
You're my safest place to hide

Tataa!!

PeAce!!

Mizzpinkie

Family Problems

Hey.. Sori fer da lack updates,
My pc rosak so i cldn't update.
The only thing i cld update was the
Spanish song that u are listening now.
That one bit of change and then
my pc died on me.. Bahh...
Life fer me has been da same..

Da never ending fights i've been havin
wif my family.. is getting tiring... but
it never fails to upset me or even
make me cry till my eyes get bloodshot.
And the only wae fer me to get rid of
this fights is if i were out working.
I know, it doesn't solve anything in fact i'm
only running away frm it. but there's only soo
much i can take.. Even he agrees that its getting tiresome..
Well Duhh?.. How do YOU think i feel??
i'm da one going thru it?? i wish my family was any
other normal family. Ok i know thats not possible,
but i juz wish fer us to sit down and tok rationally
with each other? is that soooo hard?

My mum is really getting to me..
i really wish to get a job soon..
at least wen i work.. she won't bother me soo
much. All she knows is tat by the end of the month
she gets her monthly allowance frm my pay.

Sumtimes i think she thinks
me and my sisters are a burden to her.
No, she doesnt say it directly but frm the
whinings and complains she's been giving fer da past
oh, i dunno forever years? She;s saying as if we
are a burden to her, like my dad getting sick
is our fault. The fact that she has to be both the
Father & Mother in da Family is our fault.
Sumtimes i wonder if its true? Maybe it is..
We'll never know.

"The hardest thing in this world is to live in it"

So damn true!!

Okay, now fer happy things.
Hmph? wad wld that be?
oooohh ya! i ate at "Ramen Ten"
the Halal japanese restaurant at
Far east! Yummy yum2!! I sooooo
Love Japanese food! "OisHi!!"
But the price? pon sedap jgk!
khekhe! but i guess its worth it..
Damn worth it i tell ya!
You'll get wad i mean if u go eat there.

Kaksha blanJd me! thats how i cld afford
to eat there... Teehee! Oh and kakNa!

Okay. Thats all fer today. Tataa!

29 mOnThs

Happy 29 months to US!!

Today was fun!! Except fer da part that
Miss Red here had to cum without warning!..
But everything was great, ferst reach Bb's Crib
at 10 in da morning.. Hung out,Had breakfast,
watch Tbee.. Den arnd 2 i waited Bb under da block.
I went to watch him play soccer at Marina Bay,
wif his Dota Clan.. Teehee! Finally Bb gave me his
Adult Ez-link Card as my ITE one had expired
and had to be return..

Bb Played StriKer! Soo Cute, Although he pancit
half wae through! pOoR Bb!.
They finished playing at 7.30..
Went to Esplanead to catch a gig..
Not bad... but we came damn late..
so we only get to hear only two songs being played..
Bahhh!! Bt No worries..

After which, we went to Marina SQ
to eat.. Bb was Hungry so i Blanjer him
Mc'D Big Mac.. Hehe.. Yummie Yum!
Den we took the train home..
I think Bb wasn't feeling too well...
He wanted to juz go home and shower..

Sori i noe i didn't go into much detail..
But there were too many things that happen,
and i really don't think Miss red here give me
too much patience fer lil details..
You girls noe wad i mean..

Well if it helps i'm gonna leave you
this Horoscope i borrowed from
Titi!


AQUARIUS
>Trustworthy.
>Sexy.
>One of a kind.
>Loves being in long-term relationships.
>Extremely energetic.
>unpredictable.
>from the future.
>will exceed your expectations.
>Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS.


SAGITTARIUS
>Spontaneous.
>Horny.
>Freak in Bed.
>High sex appeal.
>Rare to find.
>Great when found.
>Loves being in long relationships.
>Not one to mess with


Mine is Aquarius, Bb's Saggittarius.
I have to say, wad dey stated is kinda true!
Amazing..

Well thats all folks!

PeaCE!!

Friendster Bahhhh!

Ok friendster seriously sux! Why is that?
Ughhh! nvm.. forget bout friendster..
I'm over it!

So aniwaes, yesterday went out wif
Yana & Fadilah. Great + tiring day..
coz we did a lot of walking..
Ooh! Went back to watson funan..
Missed Celia soo much! She was soo
excited to see me!.. Awww!! So Shweet!
All same ppl.. Bt i didn't get to see
AUnty Lan.. Too bad! Maybe i'll cum by
again some other day..

Ya know? i shld probably concentrate in
getting a job.. Immediately.
Coz i'm goin crazy juz sitting here
at home doin nuthing!

I'm outy!
I'm getting nauseu juz by saying it!!
Tataa!!

PeacE!

SATISFIED

Satisfied! Definitely Satisfied!!
Teehee! i think this is one of my
favourite blog layout!!
hehehhe...

Well... i juz realise sumthing in my
archives, June 06. i didn't blog anything
AT ALL!! hahha.. guess that is the most boring
month fer me.. and i SERIOUSLY didn't
feel like blogging at all.. I wanted to shut this blog
down as i have mention before.
That and also i went on holiday at Australia in brisbane.
Yup. gues i forgot to mention to ya huh?
Well how is australia u ask? GREAT!! best place i've been soo far!!
Wish i could stay there forever and the whether?!?! oh man!
Fantabulous! although quite cold if u ask me.

The scenery is like soo different, the air is sooo fresh.
Not to mention the food!! The fruits and vegetables can be eaten
raw and u will still enjoy it!! and check this out, here in SG i wld
be cravin fer pure chocolate ice blended but there i wld be cravin
fer hot beverages!! any caffeine i mean... as long as its hot!!
YUP!

Here's a picture of me wif a Koala Bear:



Cute huh? i meant the Koala.
Ooh! the chocolates are sooo HEAVENLY!!
I feel like i'm in heaven! I guess god's creations
are very unique and priceless huh??

Well i guess good things had to end one way or another..
and it did.. once i came back frm sg.. everything changed.
Everything became suprisingly DEPRESSING! i juz cldn't
put my finger to it.. i'm DEPRESSED i'm really broke..
i only have 30 bux wif me nw.. and it won't last long..
i still need to find me a job... and i dunno where to start.
I fought wif my mom, my sis and of coz Yan.. but he was still
there fer me when i needed him... haizzzz....
I'm juz soooo DEPRESSED!!!

Arghhh.... i guess being depressed motivated me to
not shut down my blog. I guess i always knew that
when i'm depressed or juz plain upset, or juz no one
to go to. Bloggie is there fer me to RANT,VENT & say
what ever i want to say. Yupzz!!
So thank you to my depression!

Oklah... thats it.. i'm outy!
Cya!

PeAce!!

Well New layout.. AGAIN.
what i can say? i'm fickle minded.
Plus the other one is juz too common.
everytime i go to someone's blog, itz da same
layout as mine. but this tyme its different.
heh.

Still soo much to do though. Pics to put down.
and my archives is not seen. so tomorrow perhaps.
See ya!

You are 50.79% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
534623 people have taken this test to date.


This percentage means that :
•You exhibit many jealous traits.
•You are prone to over-react.
•Although your jealousy shouldn't prove to be a real problem, you should work on controlling it more.
•Things aren't often as bad as you think.

I guess i'm pretty uptight wen it cums to my MAN! hah!
Wonder if He's much worse than mine.. hmph.

Aniwaes more survey:

1) How tall are you?
+ Short. 1.56

2) Curly/Straight/Wavy Hair?
+ Straight. Very Straight.

3) Pure Singaporean?
+ Wish i wasnt.

4) Do you eat veggies?
+ its a necessary.

5) Do you know how to play any sports?
+ Does throwing balls considered sports?.. den yes.

6) Do you eat fruits?
+ Strawberry yum!..

7) Do you know how to play any
instruments?
+ Does the recorder count?..

8) What time do you usually sleep?
+ Lately? 2 plus..

9) What time do you usually wake up?
+ Lately?.. i wake up when my mom's not around.

10) Do you smoke?
+ No.Maybe.Dunno.

11) What kind of beverages do you
usually drink?
+ Ice lemon tea is A must!..

12) Do you take drugs?
+ Only when i'm sick.

13) Do you watch wrestling?
+ Nadda!

14) Have you ever been in love?
+ Wrong question! is supposed to be "Are you in love?"

15) To whom?
+ My knight in shining armour.

16) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend
+ Yes.

17) Do you entertain suitors right now?
+ Sometimes, but they turn out to be Jackasses.

18) Do you date?
+ Only with him, i do.

19) What's your fashion style?
+ Not sure though, i usually make my own style.

20) Do you have a crush?
+ Yes and he Lives in ireland and has a wife and a cute daughter.

21) Who's your number one crush?
+ Again its him who Lives in ireland and has a wife and a cute daughter.

22) What's your shoe size?
+ 6 or 6 and a half.

23) What's your favorite brand of shirt?
+ i don't go for brands, if its eye-catching to me, i buy.

25) Do you daydream?
+ Too much actually. i should stop.

26) What's your favorite fairytale?
+ I've always like Belle from Beauty and The Beast. Shes not really a damsel in distress, so thats a change.

27) What was the last thing you ate?
+ Nasi Ayam.

28) Where would you like to go?
+ Maldives? Or Mauritius?

29) What do you think of hot dogs?
+ Not bad. If there's cheese in it, that wld be a bonus.

30) Do you wear sneakers?
+ Why wouldn't I?

31) Do you wear t-shirts?
+ No. i usually walk around half-naked. Duhhhh!.. of coz!

32) "Things" people do that bother you:
+ I can't think of any right now.

33) 5 things you love:
1) My mobile phone.
2) My mp3.
3) X-box.
4) Pc.
5) Chicken Lil' soft toy.

34) Who always make you smile?
+ Right now? Yan i guess and Bestfriend.

35) Worst subject?
+ Maths and dear C.T juz don't mix well.

36) Favorite subject?
+ English.

37) Who makes your heart beat faster and
slower at the same time?
+ Yan.

38) What do you hate most in a
relationship?
+ Lack of communication and trust.

39) Describe your crush
+ He has puppy dog eyes. den again so does yan.

40) Did you take a bath already?
+ does a shower count?..

41) What makes your head turn in the
opposite sex?
+ Their eyes,smile & mostly hairstyle.

42) What turns you off?
+ Their rudeness and whenever they make stupid jokes that doesn't really make sense.

43) How many kids do you want to have?
+ one cute lil' Boy & one adorable lil' girl. TeeHee!..

44) Who do you miss ryt now?
+ Him.

45) Have you lived in the same house
since you
were born?
+ Nope.

47) Do you consider make-up for girls is
necessary?
+ Basic make-up maybe. but not too much.

48) Do you kiss your parents goodnight?
+ Nope.

49) Last person you had a conversation
with?
+ My sis.

50) Current shampoo and conditioner:
+ Dove.

51) What is the brand of your toothpaste?
+ Colgate.

52) How many are there in your family?
+ me.my sister.my sister.my mother.my father. = 5

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Thats the end of that chapter though.

Well.. thought of meeting yana juz nw.. but i bailed.
nt sure y though. hah.
Well at least we went out yesterday. quite a day...
Went shopping. Bugis street is "the" place to shop.
good prices= preeety things.
And i'm sooo gonna drag Bb there wen he gets his pay.
Been yelling to meself to get my butt up and find a job
but what am i doin? NOTHING? juz lazing around doin nothing.

oh well. i will. wen i'm ready.

aniwaes took neoprints wif yana. wanna see?





Noice? well thats all fer today. nuthing much to share.
Cya!

PeacE!

Okay we fight a lot..
yet i still love him. His love is
very intense, i know.
I've gone thru so much pain,
yet he still doesn't sense it.
Why? i sacrifice everything fer him.
Given him my heart, body & soul.
but why do i feel dis way? am i being
punished fer all the sins i've done.

People been talking-telling me to stop
seeing him. Told me his not worth being
with, yet i stay. The love i have with him
brings me back for more, every single day is
a challenge fer me. knowing he cld change
unpredictably and deep dwn i'm scared..
sooo scared of how intense he can be..

People tell me i'm pathetic. am I?
i dunno. i do know this for sure.
I love him.
and its goin to stay that wae.

Baby i dunno how i can describe how sorry i am,
i know you;re not happy with that msg but i assure you
that nothing is going on. if there were i won't left it there
for you to read, i've got nothing to hide. Thats for sure.
The best man win. Guess what? i chose YOU. Not him.
Maybe your right about why i have to msg him if he
were my past. I guess i thought u wouldn't mind msging
him coz i nvr thought anything would come from it.

Please believe me Sayang.
Like i said before, i wouldn't want to
jeorpadise our relationship for anything.

o0o -x-I'm B-O-R-E-D!! I niD to Find a Job Soon!!!-x- o0o

Haizzz.. yep i'm boRed...
Da only thing i do nw is sleep late
again.. and i dowant that...
coz i only wake up late... BaHhHh!!

Ok I'm soooo in luv wif dis Song!!
TTM RAWKS!! khakha!
actuallykan i dunno wad to
blog about tau... i juz feel like it..
coz like i said i'm Bloody BORED!!!
haizzzzz...

Oh ya! b4 i forget.. i went to catch
a movie wif kaksha friday night..
at first wanted to watch The Da vinci Code
but atlast didnt get to, coz all the tickets frm all the show-times
were fully booked both at century sq and TM..
so we watched POSEIDON instead... i actually didn't know
whats the movie was all about... we juz tot fer the sake
of watching and killing our boredness.. Tapi Kaksha
tak kesahlah... coz itz my treat KaPerR?? muahahaha
I heard the movie was a Flop! well according to KakNalah..
but it didn't turn out so Bad.. Another version of Titanic..
only less much2 less soppy and moore action.. and both the heRo and Heroin
survived..

Bohoo! didn't get to catch The Da vinci Code.
oh well.. KakSha said we cld rent the DvD wen it comes out..
Tolkin bout DvD's... After da movie.. we rented DvDs haha!
watched SaW 2! bLoOdY BrILLiAnT Man!! although very gruesome
but very nice.. the storyline not bad... even KakNa who doesnt
like Slash-flicks in the end sat down and watch wif us! haha!
How ironic is that??

Oklah.. i think up till here then.. Catch ya all Later!

PeAcE!

*~*~mIzZpInKiE~*~*

I'm bAcK!!

It feels Soooo Good to be back!!
Hahaha... Yupz... After much of MIA..
Mind you i did take tyme to check my dearie
Blog here.. but was juz too lazy to update it..
Khekhe.... Sori if sum of you did made an effort
to check up on me, so here i am to update on the
highlights of my lyfe.. hehe!

Ok.. i've juz written a very long entry....
and my pc got stuck and i had to re-start
and lose all without saving!!!
BLOODY HELL!!!!

GrRRrRrRrrRrRr!!!

So fed-up... and i rily don't feel like
re-typing back evrything..
Haizzzzz..... DARN IT!!!

Ok lets start slowly..
Ferst of i mention that i juz quitted
my job at Watsons..
There a lot of reasons to why i did so..
if you guys wanna know why don't you ask me personally.. hehe..
Den i also mention i went shopping yesterday wif Bb...
Wen actually we meant to only send my Uniforms back
at The Aldephi... den i wanted to visit my colleugues,
but at last didn't coz i was fighting wif Bb too much
already and didn't had the mood..

But to my surprise the day didn't turn out so badly after all..
We went to Bugis Street Shop,Shop Till we Drop den went to play pool
at Parkway Parade.. den had dinner at the Hawker centre..
Dinner was my treat coz Bb spent soo much on me already..
The Bag, The Slip-on Shoes + The Flip-Flops!! While i only spent a mere 16 bux
on this T-shirt.. it was a couple t-shirt.. So me and Bb bought a
pair.. hehehehe... Can't wait to wear it together... hehehe..
So u guys can imagine how thrilled i was wen i got home!
I was already over the moon!!

Ok2 enuff bout yesterday... besides that.. i also
mention bout me rebonding my hair.. Yupz!
Finally i did it.. hehe.. spent a 100 bux on it..
Rebonding+treatment+Cut... so not bad.. fer me
lah... What else eh? hmph..

Well my wishlist has been striked off a lot.. hehe!
Is good to finally get your own money to spend..
Because its your hard earn and you feel it.. you
rily do ya know? Those who worked before
will know what i mean.. won't ya?

Well... as fer my werk.. i rily am gonna miss
that place.. although it was hell in there.. still
it did taught me a lot.. a lot of skills i have gain
from there.. and hopefully it will help me on my next job!
Not juz the skills.. The people there more or less has made an
impact on me good or bad.. I will definitely miss sum ppl.. hehe..
One day gonna make a trip over there and say Hello... hehe!

Oh well.. thats all i can say now.. for more info
do pass by again next tyme! hehe!!

PeaCE!!

*~*~MiZzPiNkIe~*~*

*__++__yeT, anoTher enTry__++__*

Yes,Yes.. I've been a tad too lazy to
update my oh-so-Boring Bloggie...
Hey! at least i make the effort to update
every week.. well, at least once a week.
Aniwwaes... i haven't been updating
bout my life soo much lately huh?
Mostly bout Werk, well werk is my life
now. Never tot i wld say that, but i juz did.

Aniwaes, guess wad? Holidays are in two months
and family and I had already booked our holiday
destination! Jeng,Jeng,Jeng! We're flying off to
Brisbane!! Yey2! All is quite settled... except fer
sum expired pasports frm my Aunt's Family...
Accomadations are quite settled too! wee...
Now all i need to do is to save up my flight ticket
which caused $700++ but i think the ++ Ibu will
be paying.. i juz havve to cum out wif the $700
bux! yupz.. that goes my plans to go shopping
frm my upcoming pay this month...
Heck!

So Watson is where i will be werking fer sumtime...
Hmph! Plus Ibu's Recommendation to werk
at her place didn't werk out.. Someone else
got the position... so yah... either i find another
job or stick to Watson..
Fer now i'm too lazy to go find another job..
So Watson i'm here to stay..

Plus wen i told Siti(the supervisor) bout me not staying
too long at Watson.. She went quiet..
den after dat she said to me to stay on as
it wld be boring without me arnd...
Eh? mcm ako dah lamer kerje situ ulak..
I guess we both can communicate well..
The past week Aunty Lan, Siti & I bonded
a bit moore.. But i'm still a bit weary to open
up too much.. as to prevent myself to get trapped...
U never know wen ppl will change... and backstabbed you.

Aniwaes.. New girl has juz been recruited... Ina is da name..
So far so good.. no probs.. reminds me of me...
wen i juz started werking there.. Believe it onnot..
is already been a month... yeah.. and i'm already treated
as one of the senior full-time worker there..
And it sux.. coz they expect a lot from me..
and they also expect me to show the juniors
what to do... blahblah..

Ok im complaining...
i better get sum laundry done..
or no clothes fer this week..
BYE!!
PeaCE!!

PS: Can i at least do sum shopping this cuming pay?!?!

*~*~MiZZpInKiE~*~*

*__++__!!BLessEd!! __++__*

Sitting down and thingking about my
life made me realised how blessed i am.
Even though i had to go thru a lot of
phases in lyfe to get to where i am today,
still life can nvr be better.. Im alwaes
surrounded by people who will always care
and be there for me.

Hopefully i get to be surrounded by
these people fer da rest of my life.
Coz nuthing can replace them and
what they had done fer me.

Ok2, i noe y da sudden jiwang? i dunno,
i suddenly feel blessed... i dunno y though..
i mean i know that there were certain parts in
my life when i feel sooo worthless that
i feel like ending it but these ppl made me
realise that i do mean sumthing.
I ought to feel blessed.. hehe.

These ppl are mostly my family, my
bestfren and believe it or not Yan.
Yes. He made me believe in myself
fer once in my life,gave me confidence
when i needed it the most. He taught
me to stand up fer my rights despite
the never-ending fights we had, he
was my confidant! yes he was. He
changed my life, he made me feel special
even though im merely anything to special.

He always said that i was different from all the
girls he knew, i wasn't the type that didn't
know what i was doin or saying. In fact
he said i knew too much fer a girl, is not that
i'm stupid or what. i juz had no confidence.
Yes. since i was a little girl i was always afraid
to give out the wrong answer, i was nvr confident
to even juz give it a try. That was just me, Ibu
always said i was clever in my own wae and
needed time to develop. I was tormented,
sum so-called friends even said to my face that
i was too stupid to even be friends with them.
I was dumb-founded, i juz didn't know what
to say...

Up till now i still don't understand how they can even
cum up to me and said that right to my face. I mean
they were only 7... How evil can they be?

haizzz... i dunno whether they still remember
what dey did to me but i can see a glint of
guiltyness in their eyes when we passed each other.
Well from one of them, the other juz act as if
nuthing had ever happened between the three of us.
How sad is that?? no conciesness at all??

Whatever, is ur life not mine.
All i know that i don't need these
ppl in my life.

Thank-God.

*__++__!!AfTer Soo MuCh Agony!! __++__*

Hey...! Back after sooo long...
So much to tell, So lil Tyme...
Ferst things ferst, Mum told me
that there is a vacancy for a CSO
position in QSC... my heart is like
half hearted to go and apply.... dunno why though..
coz i'm like already attched to the current job
i'm in.... but then if i think about it again
is best i take the job... coz better work
and better pay... much betterlah.. oh right..
CSO is Customer Service Officer in Queenstown
Swimming Complex... but dunno yet if i can get the
position... i've yet to go fer an interview...
Wonder who will company me this tyme?
Probably mumsie... coz she noe where it is..

Secondly.. juz found out that Jun has been
terminate... fer mls nk explain reason...
I should be happy right? that she's gone? ntah eh...
if she gone.. that means double work fer me..
double2 pon... at least i get my DOUBLE pay... kan3?
Haizzz.... nasib kolah berlalang....

Third.. New girl.. i mean new staff.. after Naz resign
she was posted to Funan... Ika is da name... She's
ok... not irritating lyke sumone i know.. ish tak baik uh...
Aku tknk bobal psl ni... aku ckp org nanti
bsok2 aku kene ulak! Baik jgn!

Fourth.. I juz found out what my Supervisor
tot bout me on ferst impression... She tot
i step fierce!! Minah-rep! KO!!! tkleh accept siolz!!
I NO MINAH REP OKAY!!! I decent ok!!! oklah...
decent is tooooo innocent fer me... lets juz say i aint
no Minah... i'm juz ME!! my face may show that...
tapi hati laen... as long as you don't overstep my wire....
i won't step fierce... muahahaha.... mcm real jek ni budak!!

Aniwaes... Tomorrow werking full-shift... tat means BIG-FAT
PAY cumin my wae!!! counting down to my pay-day! yay2!!
Aniwaes signing out... a tiring day ahead of me tomorow!
Papai!
PeaCE!!

PS: HAppy 25th months to US...

*~*~MiZZpInkIE~*~*

o0o -x-BLeArGhhh!!- o0o

WeRk is sucha DRAG lately.. i know2 i werk
there fer what less den a month? i already feel
like quitting. Who wldn't... da pay sux! weRking
tyme also sux! you even have to pay fer da losses
u made there... And like the pay is oh so low already!
i mean they made like moore den 2k a day and they still
want their staff to pay fer da lil losses they make.. i mean
what is to compare 90 bux then da thousands u make per month???

I dunno bout u ppl who is currently werking in watson now.
i definitely can't wait fer da month to pass by.. so den i can quit
as soon as i get my moore den 1 month pay to cum.
Haizzzzz.... actually i feel like it wld be a waste to quit.. but den
y should i werk there like hell and my pay is like oh sooo low...
KakSha now regret sayin that i should werk in watson instead of
Guardian.. so maybe i will try to apply at guardian instead..
So it will be werk-hunt fer me again.. yupz.

Oh yah, guess what? The Malaysian woman Jasmine juz
resign... like WTH? Y?? she is already the Asst. Manager..
Why did she quit? muz be sumthing... she resign sooo silently..
I didn't know bout it... but did heard my supervisor said sumthing
bout sumone resgining.. didn't know who though. and didn't want to
KPO on other ppl's business..

Speaking bout KPO-ness!! I HATE JUNAINAH!!
yesh!! the girl i mention before.. i hate her guts!
HEr attitude!! Her Keponess!! Her LAziness!! Her Bossiness
(She even mention that she doesn't like Jasmine's bossy attitude)
Heck her!! okay i guess hate is to LENIENT... i re-phrase the hate part then,
I LOATHE JUNAINAH BTE AZIZ!!!! YES!!!! and if u ever cum across
my blog?!?! i DON'T CARE!!! I totally WILL LOVE IT if u read dis entry of mine!!


Gawddd.. i nvr had this much hatred towards anyone..
and worst part of all i can't say it to her FACE!!!
No..is not that i'm scared of her... Puhleeze! i'm nt scared to
tok back to my sis why wld i be scared of someone lyke her??
She doesn't even respect ppl... and i soooo don't tolerate ppl
wif that type of attitude... i can't say it to her face coz if i do..
by den she wld know i don't like her and wldn't want anything to do wif her.
Den she wld bodek2 wif da staff over there not to like me...
i kinda have the feeling that she's the type that wld bodek2
wif ppl to get her wae.. i also have the feeling that she doesn't like
me toking wif her Bf... Puhleeze... FYI ur bf is da one whu alwaes strts
da conversation wif me okay... i only tok wif him wen it concerns werkwise..
Plus ur bf is not that HOTT! So don't be sooo into urself and ur boifren!!


Okay these are the reasons why i hate her:

- She likes to boss me wif things which she herself can do
e.g "T, can u put this back fer me or can u put this inside the store for me?"
Like "Hello?" u think wad i soo free arh? i like have sooo many
stocks to do and u ask me to do these lil things which YOU YOUSELF
can do?? PLUS you are not the boss of me???? i mean the ferst few times was
okaylah.. i give face.. den it becums a routine fer her?? i mean wen the supervisor's
asks her to put these certain stocks on displays, behind them she ask me to do it..
Like WTF?? i also have lots of stock to do okay!! and ur not the only one who is tired..
i am too!! Fer what i do fer u and in the end u get ur pay same like mine or even moore
but den i was the one who did all the job!! Bloody Hell!!

- She is so PENDENGKI!!! Fer e.g like if one day i have to
werk full shift that means 8.30am to 10.30pm....
and den she ask me today u werking what shift.. den i
say full shift... den she say "padan muker! Yes!" and den
if the nxt day she off.. and i'm not she wld go "Yes!Bsok ku
off.. haha!" den one tyme i bought bekal arh to werk nk save
moneynyer pasal.. den every morning and night nk balik
seme kene declare bwk bper... i didn't bring any moneylah..
den she luff to my face "Hahahaa!! tk bwk duit!! tkder duit!! hahaha!"
she luff like an evil woman!! mcm pontianak!! i felt like slapping
her face and shut her mouth right there and then! i mean hw wld u feel
if somone luff at ur face bcoz of sum stupid thing.. but bcoz of her
attitude u feel like punching her face and make it sucha a big issue!!
Den Jasmine was nice enuff to say " eh? u soo bad arh?"
Mentang2 arh der aru dpt gaji and all...

- She likes to act jambu! ko tk bleh angs sialz!! everytime look in da
mirror... touch-up almost every time... fix her hair.. she juz perm her
hair btw.. which is still da same once she strts tying her hair up...
den wif her contact lenses... yg tk seberaper.. bocz i ever pkai dat contact lenses
before.. She askes me "Lawar tak contatct lenses aku??" "den i wwent like i ever wore
that contatct lenses.." den her face dah paiseh like that... den she quickly said
"aku tk tanyer ko pernah pkai tk? aku tanyer lawar tk? den i quickly added "TAK."
blindly.. "Contact lense der too simple.." den she moore paiseh... den
before she cld say anything i added in again "Alah contact lense der murah mestilah tk lawar.."
Den she btol2 dah paiseh.. "mestilah.." before she cld even finish the sentence
i was already outz of that toilet.. haha! dat was the only time i felt sastified wen
say back to her hw i feally felt.. den later i felt like "budak2" fer
even trying to sastify myselffer sumthing sooo small like this...

- She likes PINK! dat makes me want to puke even moore!!
dat makes me want to NOT like PINK!! everything she wants pink..
and the more she does that.. the moore i feel like throwig all the pink stuff i
have... juz bcoz i dowant to hve a single memory of her later in da future..

- She no originality. Ferst few days werking rite.. i used
Morgan's sling bag arh... den after dat i change to dis
big beach bag mcm quiksilver... coz i bwk byk bender i used
big bag arh... byk org ckp lawar.. including HER. on that
day wen i used that big beach bag i saw her bag tukar sling bag
den her usual makcik2 nyer handbag... den da nxt day i
saw der bwk like da same bag like mine... but ukan samer arh..
cumer da meterial like mine... mcm beach bag gtulah.. kan nmpk sah
der ikot2... NO ORIGINALITY!!

- Her KPO-ness. so very da kpo!! everything want to know..
Da day before i got shortage and on dat day she wasnt da same shift as mine
but she leh tau ulak! she kpo2 tanyer me " Eh? ko smlm shortage eh? Bper?"
Y must u kpo wi f me? tk MENYUSAHKAN ko per klw ku shortage?? aku tk
sruh ko bayarkan ako aper?? and i can see a happy glint in her eyes wen she
ask me i shortage.. der mcm suker tgk org kesusahan... is like her sastifaction..
coz before that she also shortage aper.. about 20++ bux, so is like
if she susah... she also want other ppl to suffer wif her.. same like if she get full
shift she also want other ppl to full-shift like her..


So Those are the many things y i don't LIKE her!!
She has step over my wire too many times already!!
And i have had it wif her!
Haizzzz... i dunno maybe i'm being petty and all..
BUT she's juz too much! Maybe i'm being too
emotional..

Arghhhh ferget it.. i;m too tired.....
dis is a STRESS i soooo don't NEED!!!
Okaylah... i'm outzy...
Cya!!

PeAcE!!

*~*~MiZzPiNkiE~*~*