o0o -x-BeInG a CaShIeR SUX!!-x- o0o

okay2.. i noe i lied..

was supposed to update yesterday

but didn't do so.. was tired already..

besides dad was usin the pc.. heh!

Aniwaes today i learned to be

a cashier and it sure is tough..

damn tough i tell you! klw shortage!

Amek ko! kene bayar lah nmpknyer..

Many procedures to remember, aner

bayar cash yg aner bayar akai netslah,

visalah,masterlah... watevalah...

Damn memeningkan!! dahlah maths FAIL!!

Buto punyer Asst. Manager!! damn petty!!

Dah tentu der tau ku ferst tyme handle cash seme..

mestilah slow and ragu2! klw slh kire? der nk bayarkan??

BOdoh nyer MALAYSIAN WOMAN!! dahlah

kene memorize wad keys to key in... nasib tkder shortage,

tapi ader excess arh.. terlebih duit... alah

terlebih 10 sen jek!! tk byk!! tu pon cust. yg insist

tknk da 5 cents.. tkkan nk argue??

Ku kire change alek pon lembab.. takot trslh agk change

seh.. trbagik extra, mampos ako... den da duplicate receipts

takot sak hilang!! klw org tu spend smpai 40 plus tk ker

menyakitkan hati!! ku gaji uknnyer byk seh...

klw dah tolak CPF.. dah baper jek... tap lom include

kunyer overtime gan extra 50 dollars allowance,

which i'm hopin to get... and in order to get that

is IF my conduct is GOOD! which hopefully is.

Takot si MALAYSIAN WOMAN tu agk prob jek...

Ku tknk seh.. psl der record ku tk psl2

jad sensare..... haizzzzz.....

wish didn't have to c her face..

Seriously seh the shifts in Watson are diff

den Swensens! tk bez arh.....

i still get to c her face even if i werk Afternoon shift...

BORING!!

Okaylah... i'm OutZy!

Goin to have a good rest! Tommorrow

werkin Morning Shift.. So wanna have a good

rest before i go to sleep! Bye!! Cya!!

PeAcE!!

*~*~MiZzPiNkIe~*~*

o0o -x-RELATIONSHiPS-x- o0o

Read the following and ponder over it:

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, "Hi EMily! Remember me? We used to date in secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily u married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered, "You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you." Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. Its like a broken egg-cannot be reversed.



TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger,anger causes enmity and enmity may result in seperation. A telephone operator once told a story that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There is a silence. She repeated, "PUB." There is still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she heard a lady's voice,"Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry i got the number from my Husband's pocket but i do not know whose number it is." Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "Hello" instead of "PUB".



Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person;s character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappoinment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.



A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh,good looking, polite, humourous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if i don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when i need companion for conversation and be silent when i want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need a television." There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpentual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up amd discover that marriage is not a bed of rosses. The nightmare begins.



A Man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a succesful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered with a a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings and weaknesses fore she could not find a better husband than you." We all looked forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of loosing face. Generally when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is a start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistakes too.


Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey fromthe market. On the way home, a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?" Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked beside them. Later , an old man saw it and commented, " The husband is the head of the family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Futher on the way home, they met an old lady. She commented,"How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentlemen." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, they immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on the shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later on the narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. Thus you can never have anyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be bothered by others words if our conscience is clear.



This is a true story which happened in the states. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away,hammered the little boy's hands into pulps as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to ampulate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, "Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" then the father went home & commited suicide. Think about this story the next tyme someone steps on your feet or you wish to take revenge. Think first before you loose your patience with someone you love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever...

So how?? Wdya think?? true enuff? fer me it is.. otayzlah.. sori haven't been updating.. was damn tired frm work and cldn't find tyme.. rily.. hehe! today off day.. so get to blog in... hehe...
I want to stop here, coz i think i'll update later.. at night. so wait fer mua nxt update..!! hehe!

PeacE!!

o0o -x-SecOnd Day was TIRING?!?!-x- o0o

Did overtime today! penat seh...

was supposed to go home at 5 or

5.30 pm, end up alek kol 6 lebih almost to 7...

The Assistant Manager mcm dengki gtu ..

der kater if der tkleh alek.. Kte

pon tkleh.. U noe waD? i think she's a malaysian!

Bastard eh? haizzzzz.. aper nk uat dah nasib badan!

Aniwaes gt to know this malay girl by the name

of Jun.. i don't remember her full-name though..

hehe..

I like Aunty Lan.. She's nice! Alwaes bbl

Motherly Like.. well it seems like it lah..

tk tau lah nanti kan..wen rily dah noe true

kalers.. The Ass. Manager aka Jasmine rily

loves Bossing ppl arnd..!! Abeh biler ku

ckp customer ader enquiry der mrh kater asl ku

tk tau nk layan apeR?? Ku ukn tk tau mcm aner nk

layan lah BODOH!! ku tk tak tau most of the information

in the store.. klw terslh ckpkan dah carik naas!!

y shld i steppin pandai wen in actual fact

i dunno!! Bodoh seh!! nanti ku ckp tkleh accept ulak..

Haizzz... aniwaes.. Bsok aru

dpt jmper the store manager.. wonder hw she be like.

Jun kater she's very particular about Punctuality!

Damn! i hope i wont be late tomorrow! or any other

days in particular..

Penat arh kerje jaoh! da journey damn tiring!

Lagi2 kerje der mmg penatnyer! haizzzz..

Kerje office tanak ku ni! nk kerje sales jgk..

Ahh! amek ko!! Oh yah! i almost forgot!

i broke a water bottle juz nw! obviously wasn't

on purpose! i was stacking up sum things..

abeh trlanggar sblah der which is the stacks of

the water bottles.. dlm ader air ulak tu! Grape!

And u know hw much it cost?? 19.90!!! damn

expensivekan?? uknnyer bottler bsar ker aper!!

bottler biase jek!! mapek seh! Hope i don't

have to pay fer it! saper sak nk bayar tu bender!

ukannyer ku sengajer langgar!! that thing was

like damn full already! mcm aner tk jatoh??

Gi stack full2! Bodoh! Curse that MOTHERFUCKER!!

haizzz.... okaylah dudes!! i damn tired already! Nk sleeping2!

Nitez!!

PeaCE!!

*~*~MiZzPiNkiE~*~*

*-*-What A Day!! ( OucH!! My Feet Hurt sOoO MuchiE!!)-*-*

Wow! What a day! At Last they didn't even give me any training!! wad da hell?? buang duit ku jek beli all those Baju!! tau tak sibuk2 beli!! buang DUIT jek!! cld have use that money fer a better use!! Bluek!! Mapek bolayan arh!! Aniwaes wanna know where i got in?? Funan IT Mall?!? WTF? i soooo didn't expect to be put at that outlet!! i was hopping fer da east side!! Hmph! Majok arh..!! Tapi takperlah.. at least tmpt der ukan tmpt ULU2 nyer tmpt kan?? haha! The only thing that i'm happy about werking there is da Locker! hahaha! nk tau apesal??

coz i got mua own locker! tkyah nk share2 gan org! Dulu biler i was werkin in Swensens, tkder Locker langsung!! kene taruk luar locker!! BINGIT SIOLZ!! den i lost 30 bux sialz!! Bingit giler BABI!! Lame eh aku?? Psl locker jek ku suker... haizzz... tkperlah.. at least there is sumthing to be happy about..

Hmmm.. wad else eh nk ckp bout today?? The ppl okay2 arh... yg youngsters kerje situ mostly younger then me.. I feel sooo old now.. Bluek!! BORING!! Soo far the Chinese ppl were nice to me.. They helped me a lot... Thnx! Hope i get the hang of it arh... Soo far i werked quite fast.. biaserlah.. aru2 strt... Step rajin arh! haha! tap kerje der tk susah sgt arh... Da pinching shoes yg uat ku penat giler!! my pinkie toes skrg dah blister seh!! Sakit giler!! tkleh angs tau!! There is dis cute guy werking there.. but his attachment.. i think he younger den me.. klakar tau.. he kip looking at me i kip lookin at him.. so klakar... he tried makin conversation wif me.. but i was sooo blurr.. smpai tk terlayan ako.. i was busy stacking and stocking things... kerje der byk re-stocking things arh....

This week i'll be in Morning shift, so nmpknyer kene bgon pagi ajek arh ku ni.. tap itz otayz.. i kinda prefer morning shift then afternoon shift.. moore better.. at least can still watch my evening shows..

Actually wasn't goin to updte much.. coz tomorrow nk kene bgon by 6 o'clock! so am goin to sleep.. i'll try to update moore.. depends on my mood though! haha! Tata!

PeAcE!!

xXx Damn FULL sEH xXx ___`TomMoRrOw is Da DAY!`=

Today was Abg Sani's Wedding..
Was nice to c him finally settling down..
as i watch him and KakYana on da plamin
i imagined myself on that very spot.. muhahaha,
conferm i kecohnyer.. muhaahaha! Tapi it looks
meriah wif all the kompangs and kuda kepang.
Very da Jawa.. Though Abg Sani doesn't look
like a Javanese, he difinitely was proud to be one.
Speaking of da kompang, i actually knew sum of the
guys and girls. Citer lamer seh.. No point mentioning it,
though i think yEuL wld definitely love
to hear it.. hehe.. probably mention it to her
if we have our girls day out again. Da last tyme
we had one of those was on Valentines, She looks
kinda happy wif her new found LOVE. All
da Best my DEAR friend!! hehe..

Haizzzz.. i'm missing sumone, no not
Yan.. Sumone i rily feel like being wif..
Sumtimes i feel that i don't understand him,
actuallykan tat makes me want to get to noe him moore.
even though dier leh drive me crazy to the
extend that i feel like strangling him to
death!! but den that mysterious thing he
got it goin makes me feel that maybe it is
worthwhile to juz hang in there. Tap
we;'re not together, i meant the last tyme
we were together. Maybe coz he's a matrep,
ntah eh? i dunno y i'm alwaes attracted to the
bad side? maybe coz i ain't got lookz..
tu pasal tk? eh? tapi der yg attracted kt i
ferst ukan i per? that means i do have lookz??
haha! nvmind...

Aper agk eh nk ckp?? kadang2kan
i feel that i rily am BORING!!
still... Yan tetap syg aku giler BABI!!
even the person that i mention jus now..
i mean dorg kip cumin back to me..
ish! abeh nk bangga? like duzzz..
ntahlah.. Yan kips kolling me thingking that
i might leave him.. WTH? der yg nk sgt
time-out? abeh skrg?? klakar2..

aniwaes.. Sok i dah strt kerje..
haizzz... mcm 50/50 gtu nk pergi..
ish... klw tk pergi nmpk sah i ni
BODOH!! dah beli the complete set
of clothes ku tknk g ulak...
Btw bought my White-Plain
Blouse that cost only 10 bux!!
cheapkan kan kan??Ice lemon tee
tgh ader storewide sale!! everything at only
10 bux!! so better go buy! sblom menyesal!!
I bought mine at Hougang Mall, went there
rite after Abg Sani's wedding..

Luckily kiter track-back and go Hougang mall..
actually after kite survey Hougang Plaza
yg tk seberaper tu... we decided to go to
Compass point.. then bilerkiter ternmpk
Hougang Mall.. kte changed our minds...
oh btw! Thnx eh KakAzah & KakLina fer accompany
and giving pendapats on da clothes.. hehe..
I rily appreciate it!!

After that short shoppin, we went to da library..
dudok skejap coz dorg kaki dah melecet!
After dat 15 mins of break.. decided to go back home..
den KakNa said nk beli Bubble tea... dek tu lately
ku tgk asik craving bubble tea jek!! tapi tkperlah..
coz SHE yg BLANJER!! muahahaha... jht eh ku??
Den took 27 frm hougang interchange, had to take
2 busses.. stop at Tamp library and took 293...
smpailah mah.. nasib sempat tgk "Catch me if u can"
gerek jugak that citer!! impressive young man!!
Very romantic too!! hehe! otayzlah.. Smpai
di sini jek lah citer ku yg tk seberapa ni... hehe.. gtg...
Cya!!

PeaCe!!

`oO.*ItcHing HANDS*.Oo`

My hands are itching to blog,
about wad i soo dunno yet. anything
random wld do lah i guess kan??
u noe wads weird.. im damn sleepy but
i still want to blog.. 1 moore day left till
i strt werking. Tell u the truth? itz nerve
wrecking. yupz! haizzzzz... but takperlah kan
as long as it feeds me the fuel to pay
me, i'm fine wif it. Aniwaes.. was supposed to
go out today, well actually yesterday coz
Saturday is over. Tap KakSha damn
tired we stayed home and slack arnd like
a PIG!! haha!

Tapi takperlah.. get to catch up wif stuffs,
Damn my eyes is damn sleepy seh..
sooo heavy and tired.

Okay here are the random stuffs i would like to share.

-I'm Missin Yan.
-I want that Motorola SLVR L7 so badly!!
-I'm craving fer Cheese fries from KFC.
-I want to be able to tell Yan how i feel without us
quarelling.
-Im missin Bestie and need to tell her how i feel.
-I need CASH to buy all the things that i need.
-I wanna watch Final Destination 3.
-I wanna go back to skool and catch up wif my
CheeKy ChiCx.
-I hope Yan noes wad he is doin.
-I miss my Mummie.
-I wanna go Shoppin.
-I want that Mickey Mouse Shoes.

YEah... thats all i cld think of..
Haizzzz... suddenly i feel so lonely..
itz different not to be able to kol Yan all the tyme.
coz it has been a habbit and a routine fer me
to kol him each time i wake up in the morning.
Now itz different... i'm alll by myself, though
he said that i cld alwaes kol him up if i needed
any help. Well.. i juz need to cope wif things..
Aniwaes.. i rily damn tired and sleepy already,
so i think i'm signing off! Tataz!!

PeaCE!

`oO.*FiNaLLy, sLacKin No-Mo0rE*.Oo`

Okay... this might be a Looooong
entry, due to sum un-lead
answers. Ferst i wld like to
announce that i got muaself
a JOB!!! weeeee!!!! sooo excited!
but a bit nervous. heh!
The job is at Watson, finally after
a few tymes applyin i got shortlisted!
Luckily i went to the interview they
held at AIA Tampines Grande on Thursday.
Bought my Smart pants and Court shoes,
both quite cheap, pants at $8.90 & shoes
$19.95. To me is cheap lah.. coz i no
money mah now... hehehehe. oh why buy them
u ask? coz they told me to wear those later
durin my training which strts on Monday btw,
my plain white blouse lom beli.. coz mahal2 arh
da blouse, wanted to buy them at This Fashion only
tapi tkder yg plain2 nyer... most belang2...
and klw ader cost like 25 gtu... to me expensivelah..
coz is juz a blouse.. and its nt like i'm goin
to wear them all the time. so aniwaes bsok nk
g carik agk.. wif KakSha, i think itz better
i go choose wif her she noe better.
So yah.. thats mostly bout mua new-found job!
Wish me LUCK!!

Secondly, me and Yana are still friends.
wen i read back all those things i said
made me realise how mean i cld be??
muahahaha.. yah! well i was juz bitter
at the wae she decided thru things, if
only she went to the interview wif me
she cld have gotten the job as well..
coz i see that they wanted youngsters
to werk fer them. They didn't mind that
that i didn't have much experience in werkin
in a retail shop before, which is good.
Gives ppl like me a chance to get at
least a nice job i hope. Aniwaes, i
juz hope yana cld see thru my perspective
coz i only want whats best fer her.
After all i am her BESTFRIEND, i dowant
to see her suffer in da future.
Well, no matter what happens my Dear
Yana i will alwaes LOVE and be HERE for ya!!

Lastly, me & Dear Yan are no LONGER
together fer da MEAN time. We're takin
a Break, we both decided that since i got a job
and might be busy wif stuffs and him
wif his upcoming and recent projects
that we should take a BREAK frm each other,
though we are VERY much in LOVE! Aniwaes
wif all the "Happenings" in our relationship
recently i think its best. Thats nt the only thing,
that means we BOTH can DATE other ppl.
YUP thats wad we agreed on, well i guess
fer hym is bestlah! coz even though how
"busy" he can be wif those projects of his,
he can still find tyme to date other girls.
klw me? common lah, kerje nanti tired...
Cam aner nk date u guys blg me?? haizzz...
tkperlah.. maybe by doin that, den he'll noe
what he really wants in this relationhship
of our's.

I guess those are what i wanted
to share wif u all.. oh ya! btw since
we;re takin a break we're stoppin
at our 2 years of relationship.
Yes, it was on Valentine's day
that we turned 2 years. Nope,
we didn't celebrate it with each other
sad eh? See how messed up our
Love is?? hahaha! 2 years pon tk celebrate.
apernyer olang! Young ppl,
CINTA MONYET!! khekhkhe..
otayzlah.. my eyes is damn sleepy already!
tkleh ANGS!!
So u guys take care aite!!
PEACE!!!

PS: My mum juz bought NOKIA N70,How cool is that!!??

(¯`·.(¯`·..Sumtimes i juz don't understand her..·´¯).·´¯)

okay.. back after fer quite sumtime...
i don't really wanna tok bout me & him.
so yah, this post is goin to be about
Yana. I especially don't understand her,
i rily don't! i already decided to give up
on HER. i know bestfriends don't do that
to each other, but there's nuthing much i
can do. She is juz soooo DEGIL! and damn
lazy! but wen it cums to CRAP stuffs
she is willing to do?!?! WTH??

Pat gini ko tk mls, pat nk carik kerje
ko mls? abeh complain tkder duitlah
nilah tulah... Complain that dey say u are
not werking but still have a CHEEK to ask
them to support YOU. WTF? i've had it...
i seriously dowant to noe moore bout this.
i tried helping YOU, but u refuse. doin
stupid things that u can't accurately get??
I rily like to confess, YOU really changed my fren,
you r not that innocent gerl i used to know.
Now u rily changed thinking that u are so damn
BIG? Fine... up to u.... u wanna go clubbing?
Go ahead! but don't cum complaining to me
that dey call u a "MINAH TUDUNG!" coz u
r definitely acting like one. Live up to
da name!

As a bestfren i can only be there fer a listening
ear and advise you. i canot force you to
HEED my advise! coz u are BIG ENUFF to
know whats right and wrong!

I now know that u RILY can't depend
on ur BESTFRIENDS too much. Coz
they can change! You rily dissapointed me.
All the best FRIEND.

(¯`·.(¯`·..I FeEL BaD..·´¯).·´¯)

Hey.. i was actually kinda lazy to update.
But did it anywae.. i feel bad fer snappin at
KakSha on da fone juz nw, all bcoz i wanted to
play the net. yah.. i shld probably kol
her back.. and say sori. i'm juz frustrated,
everytime i'm playin the pc someone will alwaes
cum and disturb my peace. Is damn frustratin,
plus i'm havin "ms ReD" here. I know2 it aint
an excuse, aper salahnyer akak ku nk bobal gan ku
kt fone fer awhile? rite.? saper lagi der nk meraDu
klw tk adek der sendiri. okay BRB, i'm kollin her...

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Okay! Said sori & Fortunately KakSha isn't
mad at me. Phewwww.. hehehe, Sori sis!
I rily am!!! *wif a BIG Sincere smile*
U noe wad she alwaes say? Well c everytime
wen she's at werk, she likes to kol home & sumtimes
she wants to tok to me and Unfortunately everytime
she does i'm like online wif Bb. So i wld say i'll kol her back,
which is partly true is juz that i tend to forget and
get distracted by things. hehe, So NOW she know
i usually wldn't kol her back and b4 i say "ahhhh,KakSha i.."
she counterback and say this ------>
"okay u wait forever, i kol u back!" muahahaha!
Which is kinda ironic. hahahahaha...

Lup u Sis!! U noe me best!!
u noelah Yan he ah... if in 1 hr neber tok to me
can die u noe... muahahahha... muz listen to my switttt
voice den can go to sleep. or else... ceh.... nk muntah ako!!
bLueK!

U noe waD.. sumtimes i feel very damn lazy want to updatee..
but den wen i go check my bloggie tangan raser gatal...
tk blog leh mati tau!! Tapi serious arh.. damn lazy sae nk blog..
u can c that i sumtimes only blog like maybe once a week.
Sumtimes i aint got nuthing to update. i mean aper yg nk update
seh?? My lyfe rite now is like damn boring!!
Bangon tDo, ngok tbee, 2pm,3pm,den maybe
at arnd 4 pm i play pc... den 5 pm like dat i go carik mkn...
c if anything to eat... if nt i drink kopi!! i'm soooo
addicted to kopi nowAdays... den play p.c sumoore...
den at 6 pm aper lagik tgk kekasih lamer ku arh.. Tom Welling!
muahahaha... heh. den bler dah 7 pm gtu Is Bb tyme.
have to entertain hym.. tok,tok,tok,tok den sumtimes if
gt shows to watch like Dia,Grey's anatomy,America's
next top model, nw desperate hswives dah on alek gerek
arh bebe!! muahahaha.. as i was sayin.. after da shows...
i tok to bb again.. Entertain hym until he slips... during my
fone sessions usually KakNa yg play the pc.. bt arnd 11 pm like
that she go to sleep arh..sok kan she werkin... den i play p.c again..
up till 3 am like dat... kan BORING tu??? Kan? Kan? Kan?

If last tyme i still skoolin, got lotz to tok about.
But now?? like wtf?? Lyfe has been sooooo darn LAME!!
Haizzzzzzzzzz... If i werkin kan bez?? but don't worry..
i'll be goin fer job hunting dis thurs... so hopefully aderlah
tmpt nk ako... But if i werkin i'll probably update much
moore less den dis... coz i know werkin lyfe will be less
tyme fer only "eUu" tyme... conferm bz, kerje nanti maser
di singkatkan.. and if i DO have tyme i'll have to spent it wif Bb...
i dowant to becum like last tyme where i turn to another man
fer attention and affection. And mua Sisters also.. i want to be
able to spent tyme wif dem.. Go out wif dem.. like now...
i mean if dey werkin but still find tyme to bond wif siblings y not me??
Tapi dorg gerek sikit.. weekends dorg tak
kerje... dorg kan office hrs... tulah.. nk kerje Retail sgtkan..
arghhhhh... FUCKLAH!! don't get me started!

Oh.. Ibu told me if i to ever want to go
back to school i to take Tourism.. and
not Beauty therapy.. coz she say
tourism better.. so i get to travel arnd..
partly mmg btol arh wad she say... MMg
i wanted to take that course in da ferst place..
But i also interested in Beauty therapy. Coz y?
klw amek Private course outside, is damn expensive seh..
ITE dah ader y not rite?? tap takperlah... i think
i juz heed my mum's advise.. Sumtimes ppl say,
Wen Mother say to do this and not the other and in a
caring-concern-loving wae u ought to heed it.
Mum's noe best!! well... certain things dey r best!!
Muahahha.. but whatever it is Ibu!! UR DA BEST!!!!
Mwackz! Mwackz!

Otayzlah ppl.. i think i'm signing outz!! thinki;ve
said nuff already!! so papai!!

PeAcE!!