Been a gd & bad week. Ibu gt back home, didn't rily got the chz spread i wanted from Turkey. Coz Ibu said Turkey doesn't rily sell those stuff that Makka did, so got to live wif it. Haizzzz... Still haven't find a job yet, and Ibu's been bugging me to find one. I want to find a job, but i kip sleeping in late. Fer example like Now, is like almost 3 am in da morning and i'm still wide awake. These are the days where i wait up fer my eldest sis to cum back from work. I dunno fer wat, but i'm doin it aniwae.. i wonder wen i'll find a job. I'm rily fed up of sitting at home already, ibu kept nagging & nagging!! Is either i find a job or clean da house and to tell u da truth i rather work and get paid. Rather i do the housework and get nuthing bt criticizim frm my mum if i didn't put my heart & effort onto cleaning the house. I'm right, i betta find a jon quick! Anybody wif a vacancy??
As fer mua r/ship wif Yan? Is goin quite well, He's trying to forget all those things and put it behind us. Me? still very guilty and very scared that he might leave me anytime, strange though it doesn't feel like his goin to, coz his been very kind to me. Sayin switt things to me, appreciating me even more. I guess i should rily try to make dis werk, i can see that his trying. I also can see how much he rily loves me, or else he wont be doin what his doin right now. I rily will cherish this and remember it fer all my lyfe.
2005 is cuming to an end. Seriously? i rily feel indifferent bout it, tyme rily flies fast huh? Turning 18 in a month, goshhh hw old can one be? am i kiddin? Ppl wld love to turn to dis age again or those who haven't wld want to fast forward and juz be this age. Is a legal age where u can smoke,drink, go to clubs, take their license's and do what ever else that is legal in Singapore. Itz an ideal age, i don't rily mind turning to dis age rily is juz that tyme flies rily fast. i rily got to kip up wif da pace huh? I'll try. KakSha said we're goin bowling this saturday up till morning, i ask Bb along. He said yes, so there will Be KakSha, Abg A'ad,Kakna, Bb Larling & me. So excited bout it, I can't wait hope Bb won't spoilt it though. coz he always does...
Aniwaes this will be the end of mua post. Update again wen i have da mood.
PeaCe!
*~*~MiZZpInkIE~*~*
Friday, December 30, 2005
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
*__++__!!FeR HyM!! __++__*
Is so damn hard.
When you have tried
to make it better.
All i ever wanted is for us to be happy.
Things changed.
Trusting me makes you think twice.
All the times when we were together, i had to pretend.
Pretend like everything is alright.
I know i shouldn't have done what i done.
But it happened so fast and all i could do is to live with it.
You thought i was the one. You were so proud of me.
Now u learned not to put so much trust in someone .
I'm sorry.
All i could do is to be remorceful.
Seeing u hurt, pains me.
I know u could have just walk out of this.
How can i make this better baby?
Please do tell me.
I wanna changed. I want to make you smile again.
Seeing your angry face when we meet hurt me so bad.
I know that your upset.
Please listen, because you need to know
It was all infatuation with him baby.
Pure infatuation.
I can't stop what i already started and
this has caught you & me by surprise.
I never wanted it all to happened.
You asked, why should you not leave me?
and this is my answer.
You complete me,your soul, your flow, your truth simply
proof that we were meant to be.
You got my heart by just being who you are.
You were there for me,you inspire me spiritually.
Its unforgettable,incredible,pleasurable.
I never thought that i would give in
to a human being so willingly.
With abilities to set me free, let me be me.
Is just to proof to me that you were sent to
me for a reason and that is to protect me.
With you baby, i can just be me.
No make-ups, No fancy clothes.
You love every inch of me.
Accepting me the way i am.
And best of all, is that your loving me for ME.
Can't you see Baby?
That to be happy we have to get over our past and move on.
You gotta let go of all you anger.
You gotta let me in again, so i can heal your pain.
Let me mend my ways. Let me make it better.
Let me just love you like always.
When you have tried
to make it better.
All i ever wanted is for us to be happy.
Things changed.
Trusting me makes you think twice.
All the times when we were together, i had to pretend.
Pretend like everything is alright.
I know i shouldn't have done what i done.
But it happened so fast and all i could do is to live with it.
You thought i was the one. You were so proud of me.
Now u learned not to put so much trust in someone .
I'm sorry.
All i could do is to be remorceful.
Seeing u hurt, pains me.
I know u could have just walk out of this.
How can i make this better baby?
Please do tell me.
I wanna changed. I want to make you smile again.
Seeing your angry face when we meet hurt me so bad.
I know that your upset.
Please listen, because you need to know
It was all infatuation with him baby.
Pure infatuation.
I can't stop what i already started and
this has caught you & me by surprise.
I never wanted it all to happened.
You asked, why should you not leave me?
and this is my answer.
You complete me,your soul, your flow, your truth simply
proof that we were meant to be.
You got my heart by just being who you are.
You were there for me,you inspire me spiritually.
Its unforgettable,incredible,pleasurable.
I never thought that i would give in
to a human being so willingly.
With abilities to set me free, let me be me.
Is just to proof to me that you were sent to
me for a reason and that is to protect me.
With you baby, i can just be me.
No make-ups, No fancy clothes.
You love every inch of me.
Accepting me the way i am.
And best of all, is that your loving me for ME.
Can't you see Baby?
That to be happy we have to get over our past and move on.
You gotta let go of all you anger.
You gotta let me in again, so i can heal your pain.
Let me mend my ways. Let me make it better.
Let me just love you like always.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
`oO.*Telling da truth hurts. PRONTO*.Oo`
I juz finished registering my reply slip
fer da Graduation Ceremony.... Wow!
Seems like just Yesterday i registered into
ITE School of Business.
Hw tyme flies...
Ibu's cuming back tomorrow!! Yay!!
Goin to pick her up arnd noon later..
so excited to see my mummy!!
Miss her sooo much!!
Bb cumin along to fetch her... DoubLe yay!!
Haizzzzz yan...
Can't even begin to tell u guys da story...
Dis post is related & dedicated to hym. My Baby.
No dis is nt hym. Nt my Baby.
Obviously.
Okay i'm goin to tell the story frm A-Z which is goin to be quite long... Met dis guy name Hairi.... Wen i was still werking in Swensens fer mua attachment. We got to noe each other at KFC. All very cute.. he luk at me, i steal glances frm him, we exchange no.s... and blablahblah!! Da thing that gt me attracted to him was his Hair... If u luk at da pic above, he has a mahawk hair.. I LOVE guys wif mahawk hair and he gt it.. While dis all were happening i WAS and STILL am wif Yan... I noe2 hw low can i stood to cheat on him after all da shit we been thru?!? Bt i juz dunno... it happen soo fast and da next thing i noe i was wif dis Guy A.K.A Adek..Has a tattoo...very hard to understand Guy...21... Juz finish his NS...Quitted his job right after i was wif him coz of sum family crisis...and lives wif his mum and a 13 year old brother in a 1- room-flat house...His Twin- bro.. yesh he has a twin bro whu is already married and has a Baby whu is damn cute i might add.
At ferst he was rily nice... and i mean rily nice.. oh before i ferget.. nw i remember y... I was havin Crisis wif Yan.. coz of mua job.. we hardly see each other... and he wif his School activities... We also hardly tok on da fone... sumtimes he tries to wait up fer me wen i have night-shifts.. bt he was too sleepy so he slept.. i didn't mindlah.. And i did miss him.. bt bcoz of da lack of communication we had lately rily got to us and wen we DO mit each other we fought like crazy..!! yesh there was happy tymes... bt it wasn't enuff fer us to kip da r/ship goin... haizzzz... and Dis guy... he was there.. He even pick me up everyday after werk.. we spent soo much tyme together is like everything in dis werld stood still. I felt like i was in cloud nine... bt that feeling went away wen reality struck me again and again... i knew i had to do sumthing.. before it gets out of hand..
Den soon after.. my attachment ended.... He was still werking so we mit up after his werk... i spend most of my tyme at his uncle's place which was where he was living b4 he moved back to his 1-room-flat house at Aljunied.. Coz his parents was splitting or sumthing so they lived at his uncle's fer awhile.. I met a lot of his family.. His makciks, his uncles, his mum of coz.. his lil cuzzins lotz of dem.. and even his Nenek.. so practically i noe most of his family.. and he rily didn't mind showing me to dem.. i was a bit uncomfortable at ferst.. bt i got used to it after awhile... I was most closses to his fav's Cuzzin Hashim and Nor.. both younger den me... either a year younger or 3 years younger...both of them siblings.. After my attchment ended i was usually da one to cum dwn and mit him... at Pasir Ris.. Where his Uncle lived.. He played lots of soccer wif all his cuzz.. lil ones in fact.... most of dem are in primary school.. so he was da only ABANG there... and being da oldest makes him da most *terrer*... so dey all looked up to him.. it was cute.
I usually watched him play over and over.. after da game we wld juz chill out,tok,crap arnd which is wad Hashim was gd at.. if it was a weekend we usually wld go sumwhere.. after da game... dey freshen up and we're on our wae... Oh.. He and Hashim.. haizzzz.... They're so close that dey even shower together. I know... how embarassing is that?? hahahaha.. bt i find it amusing sumhow... dey play fighting in da shower.. wad fighting i also dunno... Soon his family had a quarrel wif HAshim's & Nor's Family.. i'm nt too sure why... bt i think itz bcoz Nor's Father thought that his children had been cuming home late bcoz of Hairi.. and he didn't like it dat his children is following bad example... He was convinced that Hairi's Family is a bad example fer his growing children... Hairi's mum was soo offended that they decided to move back to their Aljunied's house... well i think that's it lah.. nt soo sure... and definitely dowant to kpo on other ppl's affair.. i juz comforted him..
That is also when Hairi quitted his job.. He werks at his uncle's company.. So he decided to quit wen all this drama happened.. This is also when his attitude towards me change... A lot. I was rily taken Aback... i didn't expect him to change soooo drastically... bt he did, and all i cld do is to endure.... i tot that maybe if i tried to be a bit moore patient wif him he willl change fer da better.. bt i was sooo wrong... my trust fer him drew very thin... I'm nt trying to offend anybody whu might be living in Aljunied. Bt da kids there? i mean those gangster... is nt rily a place u wld want ur kid to grow up in.. He also became moore Matrep!! His Gangfrens are mostly there...so da influence is so huge.. And da gerls?? nid i say moore?? all very da minah... and very da bitchy... and Hairi? u'll nvr know.. he cld juz fall fer them juz like that...
Wen he lived in Aljunied.. i met his twin- bro a lot.. and even his wife.. His wife Lynn told me a lot bout HAiri... Asked me y i wanted to be wif Hairi wen i can find sumone even better and.. She said "Hairi is nt da person u thought u know.." she suggested me to think twice whether to stay wif him.. She said that Hairi is da Setia type.. bt he doesn't rily noe hw to handle r/ship that well.. i absolutely agree.. he rily don't.. He juz tot.. if once in a blue moon he treats me well i wld stay there forever... I'm nt a patong okay? haizzzz.. he rily treat me like a tunggul u noe.. i felt rily hurt.. i felt stupid fer even trying to belive that he wld make me happy.. Guilt rush into me like a slap on my face especially wen i tot of Yan.. i felt rily guilty fer cheating on him.. i felt i was taking him fer granted... He was rily upset wif me fer nt spending enuff tyme wif him.. his right i didn't... I spend most of my tyme wif hairi.. including my pay frm swensens... was all spend on him... i mean i did blanjer Yan.. bt nt as much as i should be...
I remembered wen Yan was still werking while waiting fer his O'Level results.. He Blanjered me a lot!! He'll shower me wif gifts. And i? nid i say moore?? i didn't even thot of him... I broke up wif Hairi soon after my next Semester strted.. we rarely mit and we seldom tok on da fone... so in da end both of us went quiet. Juz put it dis wae, it was a silent break.. and there's nuthingi cld do.. after that incident.. i tried my very best to mend da r/ship i still have wif Yan.. i spend tyme wif him.. I wanted to show him hw much i still LOVE and CARE fer him.. Bt i noe after wad i've done things will nvr be the same again... This guilt that i have to carry arnd wif me gt heavier each time i look into his *puppy dog* eyes.. How he wld alwaes care fer me.. appreciate me fer my look, be it messy,smelly or just plain jane.. he wld juz smile at me and say i'm da most beautiful gerl. Hw swit can he be? Right? He will juz alwaes appreciate me..
And so up till a few hrs ago he didn't noe i cheated on him.. I cldn't bare the guilt anymoore and spill it out to him.. He was soooo quiet, while i was bawling my eyes out on the other line... i was sooooo scared that he wld leave me.. i begged him nt to leave me.. as i still love him very much... i knew i had done him wrong.. and i knew that by telling the truth i cld have jeorpadise the r/ship.. Bt my heart told me that i had done the right thing.. i rather he hears it frm my own mouth then some other ppl.. they wldn't know the real story and they cld deliberately babbled out sumthing that did not happened.
He didn't say much. bt he did sae he was really sad.. FORTUNATELY though... things did werk out fer us.. He said he IS still VERY much in LOVE wif me. After 22 months being together and goin thru a whole lot of SHIT he had to give it another shot. AND besides he did to do sumthing to me. so it was kinda equal fer us both.
And u nvr noe hw delighted i was to hear that he wasn't goin to leave me. I was soooo happy that i felt like jumpin up & down!!! one thing's fer sure though, i juz want to put all this crap behind us. itz all in da past.. and i'm hoping that we both will stay true to each other no matter wat.
US
stiLL vERy mucHH in L-O-V-E Oo`
PeAcE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*
fer da Graduation Ceremony.... Wow!
Seems like just Yesterday i registered into
ITE School of Business.
Hw tyme flies...
Ibu's cuming back tomorrow!! Yay!!
Goin to pick her up arnd noon later..
so excited to see my mummy!!
Miss her sooo much!!
Bb cumin along to fetch her... DoubLe yay!!
Haizzzzz yan...
Can't even begin to tell u guys da story...
Dis post is related & dedicated to hym. My Baby.
No dis is nt hym. Nt my Baby.
Obviously.
Okay i'm goin to tell the story frm A-Z which is goin to be quite long... Met dis guy name Hairi.... Wen i was still werking in Swensens fer mua attachment. We got to noe each other at KFC. All very cute.. he luk at me, i steal glances frm him, we exchange no.s... and blablahblah!! Da thing that gt me attracted to him was his Hair... If u luk at da pic above, he has a mahawk hair.. I LOVE guys wif mahawk hair and he gt it.. While dis all were happening i WAS and STILL am wif Yan... I noe2 hw low can i stood to cheat on him after all da shit we been thru?!? Bt i juz dunno... it happen soo fast and da next thing i noe i was wif dis Guy A.K.A Adek..Has a tattoo...very hard to understand Guy...21... Juz finish his NS...Quitted his job right after i was wif him coz of sum family crisis...and lives wif his mum and a 13 year old brother in a 1- room-flat house...His Twin- bro.. yesh he has a twin bro whu is already married and has a Baby whu is damn cute i might add.
At ferst he was rily nice... and i mean rily nice.. oh before i ferget.. nw i remember y... I was havin Crisis wif Yan.. coz of mua job.. we hardly see each other... and he wif his School activities... We also hardly tok on da fone... sumtimes he tries to wait up fer me wen i have night-shifts.. bt he was too sleepy so he slept.. i didn't mindlah.. And i did miss him.. bt bcoz of da lack of communication we had lately rily got to us and wen we DO mit each other we fought like crazy..!! yesh there was happy tymes... bt it wasn't enuff fer us to kip da r/ship goin... haizzzz... and Dis guy... he was there.. He even pick me up everyday after werk.. we spent soo much tyme together is like everything in dis werld stood still. I felt like i was in cloud nine... bt that feeling went away wen reality struck me again and again... i knew i had to do sumthing.. before it gets out of hand..
Den soon after.. my attachment ended.... He was still werking so we mit up after his werk... i spend most of my tyme at his uncle's place which was where he was living b4 he moved back to his 1-room-flat house at Aljunied.. Coz his parents was splitting or sumthing so they lived at his uncle's fer awhile.. I met a lot of his family.. His makciks, his uncles, his mum of coz.. his lil cuzzins lotz of dem.. and even his Nenek.. so practically i noe most of his family.. and he rily didn't mind showing me to dem.. i was a bit uncomfortable at ferst.. bt i got used to it after awhile... I was most closses to his fav's Cuzzin Hashim and Nor.. both younger den me... either a year younger or 3 years younger...both of them siblings.. After my attchment ended i was usually da one to cum dwn and mit him... at Pasir Ris.. Where his Uncle lived.. He played lots of soccer wif all his cuzz.. lil ones in fact.... most of dem are in primary school.. so he was da only ABANG there... and being da oldest makes him da most *terrer*... so dey all looked up to him.. it was cute.
I usually watched him play over and over.. after da game we wld juz chill out,tok,crap arnd which is wad Hashim was gd at.. if it was a weekend we usually wld go sumwhere.. after da game... dey freshen up and we're on our wae... Oh.. He and Hashim.. haizzzz.... They're so close that dey even shower together. I know... how embarassing is that?? hahahaha.. bt i find it amusing sumhow... dey play fighting in da shower.. wad fighting i also dunno... Soon his family had a quarrel wif HAshim's & Nor's Family.. i'm nt too sure why... bt i think itz bcoz Nor's Father thought that his children had been cuming home late bcoz of Hairi.. and he didn't like it dat his children is following bad example... He was convinced that Hairi's Family is a bad example fer his growing children... Hairi's mum was soo offended that they decided to move back to their Aljunied's house... well i think that's it lah.. nt soo sure... and definitely dowant to kpo on other ppl's affair.. i juz comforted him..
That is also when Hairi quitted his job.. He werks at his uncle's company.. So he decided to quit wen all this drama happened.. This is also when his attitude towards me change... A lot. I was rily taken Aback... i didn't expect him to change soooo drastically... bt he did, and all i cld do is to endure.... i tot that maybe if i tried to be a bit moore patient wif him he willl change fer da better.. bt i was sooo wrong... my trust fer him drew very thin... I'm nt trying to offend anybody whu might be living in Aljunied. Bt da kids there? i mean those gangster... is nt rily a place u wld want ur kid to grow up in.. He also became moore Matrep!! His Gangfrens are mostly there...so da influence is so huge.. And da gerls?? nid i say moore?? all very da minah... and very da bitchy... and Hairi? u'll nvr know.. he cld juz fall fer them juz like that...
Wen he lived in Aljunied.. i met his twin- bro a lot.. and even his wife.. His wife Lynn told me a lot bout HAiri... Asked me y i wanted to be wif Hairi wen i can find sumone even better and.. She said "Hairi is nt da person u thought u know.." she suggested me to think twice whether to stay wif him.. She said that Hairi is da Setia type.. bt he doesn't rily noe hw to handle r/ship that well.. i absolutely agree.. he rily don't.. He juz tot.. if once in a blue moon he treats me well i wld stay there forever... I'm nt a patong okay? haizzzz.. he rily treat me like a tunggul u noe.. i felt rily hurt.. i felt stupid fer even trying to belive that he wld make me happy.. Guilt rush into me like a slap on my face especially wen i tot of Yan.. i felt rily guilty fer cheating on him.. i felt i was taking him fer granted... He was rily upset wif me fer nt spending enuff tyme wif him.. his right i didn't... I spend most of my tyme wif hairi.. including my pay frm swensens... was all spend on him... i mean i did blanjer Yan.. bt nt as much as i should be...
I remembered wen Yan was still werking while waiting fer his O'Level results.. He Blanjered me a lot!! He'll shower me wif gifts. And i? nid i say moore?? i didn't even thot of him... I broke up wif Hairi soon after my next Semester strted.. we rarely mit and we seldom tok on da fone... so in da end both of us went quiet. Juz put it dis wae, it was a silent break.. and there's nuthingi cld do.. after that incident.. i tried my very best to mend da r/ship i still have wif Yan.. i spend tyme wif him.. I wanted to show him hw much i still LOVE and CARE fer him.. Bt i noe after wad i've done things will nvr be the same again... This guilt that i have to carry arnd wif me gt heavier each time i look into his *puppy dog* eyes.. How he wld alwaes care fer me.. appreciate me fer my look, be it messy,smelly or just plain jane.. he wld juz smile at me and say i'm da most beautiful gerl. Hw swit can he be? Right? He will juz alwaes appreciate me..
And so up till a few hrs ago he didn't noe i cheated on him.. I cldn't bare the guilt anymoore and spill it out to him.. He was soooo quiet, while i was bawling my eyes out on the other line... i was sooooo scared that he wld leave me.. i begged him nt to leave me.. as i still love him very much... i knew i had done him wrong.. and i knew that by telling the truth i cld have jeorpadise the r/ship.. Bt my heart told me that i had done the right thing.. i rather he hears it frm my own mouth then some other ppl.. they wldn't know the real story and they cld deliberately babbled out sumthing that did not happened.
He didn't say much. bt he did sae he was really sad.. FORTUNATELY though... things did werk out fer us.. He said he IS still VERY much in LOVE wif me. After 22 months being together and goin thru a whole lot of SHIT he had to give it another shot. AND besides he did to do sumthing to me. so it was kinda equal fer us both.
And u nvr noe hw delighted i was to hear that he wasn't goin to leave me. I was soooo happy that i felt like jumpin up & down!!! one thing's fer sure though, i juz want to put all this crap behind us. itz all in da past.. and i'm hoping that we both will stay true to each other no matter wat.
US
stiLL vERy mucHH in L-O-V-E Oo`
PeAcE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*
Friday, December 16, 2005
(¯`·.(¯`·..MuMmY GoiN On a HoLIdAY!!!!!..·´¯).·´¯)
YeSh3!! Ibu goin on a holiday!! Wifout me?!?!?
She's goin to turkey!! Da one wif Suaimi Yusof!!
Goin to miss my Mummy so da very much!!!
Am sending her off at 4 am later.. wif Mua sisters.
Haizzzzz.... Its goin to be damn cold over there..
Ibu packed lotz of sweaters and all...
Hope she will have fun!!
As fer me? Am goin to stay at home..
And definitely goin job hunting!! haizzzz...
So very da frustrating u know!! I cnt find a job..
i guess coz all the kids right nw havin their holiday and
all job capacity is taken... don't tell me i have to wait until school
re-opens?!?! haizzzzz.... okay nt gonna think bout this...
Oh guess wat?? i juz found out that PRSS held a Prom Nite
fer dis year's 2005's BAtch!!! That is like so unfair!!!
Bluek!!! Nt Fair!!!!!!! Saw sum of the pics. I can see that
they had lots of fun. i feel really left-out!! Ceh... padehal last years
and the batches before me pon tk dpt the Prom thing...
Lame eh PRSS tk uat prom nite dolu2!!! Bahhhhh!!!
Bt i guess itz ok... Rezeki dorg nk dpt that marvellous nite!
Aniwaes.. did i mention i bought X-box?? okay
i noe itz like da last century while all da freak-gamers
are nw aiming fer da new X-Box 360 but mua family
isn't da rich sort... *poor us*. Bt i'm nt sad...
coz X-Box is damn gd enuff fer me.. nw i know hw bb
feels when he's playing Dota. Itz so Empowering...
coz u can get soo into da game that u ferget the ppl arnd u...
heh. I *loIKE!!!* i rily do!! i've been playing it non-stop!!
Bb gets fed-up i tell u!!! Especially wen he wants to get mua attention!!
Even da pc nw lacks mua Attention!! Muahahahaha!!
Now-a-days Ayah entertains *it* hehehehe... and i don't think Ayah
minds... He loves it...Now He can play *spider* fer as long as he wants!!
Heh.
Otayzlah.. i think this is da end of mua post!!
Cya!!
PeaCE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*
She's goin to turkey!! Da one wif Suaimi Yusof!!
Goin to miss my Mummy so da very much!!!
Am sending her off at 4 am later.. wif Mua sisters.
Haizzzzz.... Its goin to be damn cold over there..
Ibu packed lotz of sweaters and all...
Hope she will have fun!!
As fer me? Am goin to stay at home..
And definitely goin job hunting!! haizzzz...
So very da frustrating u know!! I cnt find a job..
i guess coz all the kids right nw havin their holiday and
all job capacity is taken... don't tell me i have to wait until school
re-opens?!?! haizzzzz.... okay nt gonna think bout this...
Oh guess wat?? i juz found out that PRSS held a Prom Nite
fer dis year's 2005's BAtch!!! That is like so unfair!!!
Bluek!!! Nt Fair!!!!!!! Saw sum of the pics. I can see that
they had lots of fun. i feel really left-out!! Ceh... padehal last years
and the batches before me pon tk dpt the Prom thing...
Lame eh PRSS tk uat prom nite dolu2!!! Bahhhhh!!!
Bt i guess itz ok... Rezeki dorg nk dpt that marvellous nite!
Aniwaes.. did i mention i bought X-box?? okay
i noe itz like da last century while all da freak-gamers
are nw aiming fer da new X-Box 360 but mua family
isn't da rich sort... *poor us*. Bt i'm nt sad...
coz X-Box is damn gd enuff fer me.. nw i know hw bb
feels when he's playing Dota. Itz so Empowering...
coz u can get soo into da game that u ferget the ppl arnd u...
heh. I *loIKE!!!* i rily do!! i've been playing it non-stop!!
Bb gets fed-up i tell u!!! Especially wen he wants to get mua attention!!
Even da pc nw lacks mua Attention!! Muahahahaha!!
Now-a-days Ayah entertains *it* hehehehe... and i don't think Ayah
minds... He loves it...Now He can play *spider* fer as long as he wants!!
Heh.
Otayzlah.. i think this is da end of mua post!!
Cya!!
PeaCE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*
Monday, December 12, 2005
*__++__!!YuMmY Yum2!! __++__*
HeHeHe... Wahhhhhhh... At Last i gt to fufilled my
gLuTnEy Desires!!! muahahahaha!!!
Yep2!! Wad i mean by that??
Yesterday i was rily kempunan nk mamam
kt Yoshinoya... And guess waD?? i gt mua wish!!!
Was i soooo lucky or wad?? and even more luckier wen
i found out that i didn't even nid to pay fer it!!!
Saper tk enjoy??? Mua second sis blanjer-ed us (meaning
KakSha, Abg Aad & me).
Den today ulak?!?!?! haizzzzzzz....
Bleh uat my aliow basi meleleh agik...
I gt to eat at Swensens!!!!! muahahahaha!!!
My Biggest desire of all!! Since werking and retired frm there
i alwaes wanted to take ibu and the family to eat there.
Den ibu mmg nk gi mkn2 pon nari... actually she juz wanted to eat kt
*Magic-Wok* jek.. Den she called and said tk jad.. Den she called us again
to say she kt tamp nyer spotlight which at that tyme i was wif Yana (Da bestfren)
& my second sis. Dat tyme aru biz our interview at Tos "R" Us which i will share wif u moore
on da details later. Den i kinda *persuaded* Ibu to go mkn2 at Swensens instead, den she
wen "ahhhhhhhhhh" der ckp cum mit her ferst den we will discuss.
After much of mua *Swiiiiiiiittttttt persuasion* hehehehe... she finally agreed!!
Ibu nk eat kt tamp nyer outlet. Den i said alah Tampnyer nt sooo *delicious* as
Outlet kt Airport(This one serious, frm personal experience i noe.Ehem!). Den she ok2lah
Hurry2 up coz i'm havin gastrics already. Den off we went, wif Kaksha along too. Bt Ayah
cldn't cum coz of sum reasons..
Haizzzzz.... Finally gt to eat Mua Chic Baked Rice!!! Yummie Yum2!!!!
It was BlarDy Nice!!! hehehehehe!!!!
If only i have da money to eat there once in awhile. Den i
don't have to beg Ibu ajek. Only wif ibu i feel BlarDy Rich!! heh.
Nw to Da Toys "R" Us Interview, which is at Tamp jek...
U noelah me?? ANer nk gi jaoh2?? I ni pemalas!! Agk pon
I fikirkan duit tambang i... At least frm TM to my house i can walk.
If i rajin ah.... hahahaha.... Pemalas2!! Da interview was nt that
Scarry lah.... Ok2... Oh..and da Cheers interview pon at last min i
didn't go... hahahaha.... y? Ibu tk kasik... der kater ader night shift.
She dowant me to werk night shift. Den i say oklah... me pon tgh mls
nk agon and go fer da interview... which ends till 2 p.m . so aper agk..
carik chancelah...
Back to Toys "R" Us. After da interview he said that
he will conferm wif us tomorrow if we r selected fer da job...
So tomorrow we must wait. Oh, he also said there's only part tyme
jobs available at the moment.. so ok fer me.
Well itulah my story fer da day...
Anything juz tagg Aite??
PeAcE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*
gLuTnEy Desires!!! muahahahaha!!!
Yep2!! Wad i mean by that??
Yesterday i was rily kempunan nk mamam
kt Yoshinoya... And guess waD?? i gt mua wish!!!
Was i soooo lucky or wad?? and even more luckier wen
i found out that i didn't even nid to pay fer it!!!
Saper tk enjoy??? Mua second sis blanjer-ed us (meaning
KakSha, Abg Aad & me).
Den today ulak?!?!?! haizzzzzzz....
Bleh uat my aliow basi meleleh agik...
I gt to eat at Swensens!!!!! muahahahaha!!!
My Biggest desire of all!! Since werking and retired frm there
i alwaes wanted to take ibu and the family to eat there.
Den ibu mmg nk gi mkn2 pon nari... actually she juz wanted to eat kt
*Magic-Wok* jek.. Den she called and said tk jad.. Den she called us again
to say she kt tamp nyer spotlight which at that tyme i was wif Yana (Da bestfren)
& my second sis. Dat tyme aru biz our interview at Tos "R" Us which i will share wif u moore
on da details later. Den i kinda *persuaded* Ibu to go mkn2 at Swensens instead, den she
wen "ahhhhhhhhhh" der ckp cum mit her ferst den we will discuss.
After much of mua *Swiiiiiiiittttttt persuasion* hehehehe... she finally agreed!!
Ibu nk eat kt tamp nyer outlet. Den i said alah Tampnyer nt sooo *delicious* as
Outlet kt Airport(This one serious, frm personal experience i noe.Ehem!). Den she ok2lah
Hurry2 up coz i'm havin gastrics already. Den off we went, wif Kaksha along too. Bt Ayah
cldn't cum coz of sum reasons..
Haizzzzz.... Finally gt to eat Mua Chic Baked Rice!!! Yummie Yum2!!!!
It was BlarDy Nice!!! hehehehehe!!!!
If only i have da money to eat there once in awhile. Den i
don't have to beg Ibu ajek. Only wif ibu i feel BlarDy Rich!! heh.
Nw to Da Toys "R" Us Interview, which is at Tamp jek...
U noelah me?? ANer nk gi jaoh2?? I ni pemalas!! Agk pon
I fikirkan duit tambang i... At least frm TM to my house i can walk.
If i rajin ah.... hahahaha.... Pemalas2!! Da interview was nt that
Scarry lah.... Ok2... Oh..and da Cheers interview pon at last min i
didn't go... hahahaha.... y? Ibu tk kasik... der kater ader night shift.
She dowant me to werk night shift. Den i say oklah... me pon tgh mls
nk agon and go fer da interview... which ends till 2 p.m . so aper agk..
carik chancelah...
Back to Toys "R" Us. After da interview he said that
he will conferm wif us tomorrow if we r selected fer da job...
So tomorrow we must wait. Oh, he also said there's only part tyme
jobs available at the moment.. so ok fer me.
Well itulah my story fer da day...
Anything juz tagg Aite??
PeAcE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*
Friday, December 09, 2005
./oOo__NeEdiN a JoB dESpErAtELy!!!!__oOo/.
Yesh!!! i nid a job. Quick. and i mean rily quick.
been sitting at home fer da past month after skool ended.
and soon i'll be goin to my graduation ceremony. haizzzzzzz,
hw tyme flies... Juz gt back frm applying some jobs.
i rily hope to get a job soon..
I'm goin fer an interview at Cheers tomorrow. i noe itz nt rily
da type of job ya'all wld go fer. Bt i'm desperate and i mean rily desperate.
i'll take it up... As long as it pays me fer my service.
I've had enuff of sitting at home and doin nuthing. I nk pegang duit.
I nk sen. So I leh beli all the things that i been yearning to buy.
So totally da geram tau tgk all the things bt i don't get to buy it.
Menyakitkan Hati dah juga Mata.. Klw my gaji 800 ++ pon dah syukurlah...
300 i can give my mum. 100 to pay off my bill. bagi ayah dlm 30-50 fer his taxi fare and
ciggies. Den i can blanjer my sisters mkn or sumthng. Den as i janji i
nk blanjer Bb DarLz mkn Breeks. BB teringin sgt nk mkn kt saner... so i nk blanjer der
lah... Den if ader agk ckup. maybe i'll go re-bond my hair. oh! speaking of hair.
i'm dying my hair again. This tyme i'm bleaching it. Muahahaha... i bought *Palty* itz
a Japanese brand. Bb DarlZ evr use that brand before and frm wad i can see that itz nt bad.
can rilly see da kaler. Bt we'll see lah... nanti i dah dye.. i let u guys see.. hw it turns out. aite?
OOpz!! i forgot!! My Digi tgh uat hal.. and further moore. i lom ilg ibu wad is goin on wif da camera.
Kaksha ulak dah siang2 nk pin-point at me dat i may have caused it to spoilt. coz y?
i yg slalu pkai da Digi.
Maybe she's right maybe itz my fault. bt i tk pernah jatuhkan da camera. so hw can
it spoilt juz like dat kan?? tk tau lah.... i rily frust!! i dunno hw to break da news to ibu.
she definitely bisingnyer... i'll find a wae to tell her...
Aniwaes i gtg. Wish me luck fer tomorrow aite!!!
PeAcE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*
been sitting at home fer da past month after skool ended.
and soon i'll be goin to my graduation ceremony. haizzzzzzz,
hw tyme flies... Juz gt back frm applying some jobs.
i rily hope to get a job soon..
I'm goin fer an interview at Cheers tomorrow. i noe itz nt rily
da type of job ya'all wld go fer. Bt i'm desperate and i mean rily desperate.
i'll take it up... As long as it pays me fer my service.
I've had enuff of sitting at home and doin nuthing. I nk pegang duit.
I nk sen. So I leh beli all the things that i been yearning to buy.
So totally da geram tau tgk all the things bt i don't get to buy it.
Menyakitkan Hati dah juga Mata.. Klw my gaji 800 ++ pon dah syukurlah...
300 i can give my mum. 100 to pay off my bill. bagi ayah dlm 30-50 fer his taxi fare and
ciggies. Den i can blanjer my sisters mkn or sumthng. Den as i janji i
nk blanjer Bb DarLz mkn Breeks. BB teringin sgt nk mkn kt saner... so i nk blanjer der
lah... Den if ader agk ckup. maybe i'll go re-bond my hair. oh! speaking of hair.
i'm dying my hair again. This tyme i'm bleaching it. Muahahaha... i bought *Palty* itz
a Japanese brand. Bb DarlZ evr use that brand before and frm wad i can see that itz nt bad.
can rilly see da kaler. Bt we'll see lah... nanti i dah dye.. i let u guys see.. hw it turns out. aite?
OOpz!! i forgot!! My Digi tgh uat hal.. and further moore. i lom ilg ibu wad is goin on wif da camera.
Kaksha ulak dah siang2 nk pin-point at me dat i may have caused it to spoilt. coz y?
i yg slalu pkai da Digi.
Maybe she's right maybe itz my fault. bt i tk pernah jatuhkan da camera. so hw can
it spoilt juz like dat kan?? tk tau lah.... i rily frust!! i dunno hw to break da news to ibu.
she definitely bisingnyer... i'll find a wae to tell her...
Aniwaes i gtg. Wish me luck fer tomorrow aite!!!
PeAcE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*
Friday, December 02, 2005
`oO.*I WaNt bAbIeS tOO!!!*.Oo`
E-OH!!! hehehe... YepZ!! I want babies too!!!
I noe, I noe! i shldn't be thinkin bout all this
at this age.. heh. bt Can't help muaself!! After
readin Nura- J's blog. I feel like havin babies too!!
Nonsense eh ku ni? Bt niat ku baik aper?? havin Zuriats..
Islam galakkan kte... heh. taulah bt only after u get married.
i noe.. bt the wae she tolk bout her "Babe NyLa" so damn
exciting & cute!!!! heh. She tootaLLy inspired me to have
babies!! Nt that i didn't want them!! i love babies so damn much!!!!
FYI i babysit my two Lil cuzzins wen i was juz 9-10? without any pay ok!!!
i bathed dem, fed them,changed their diapers. and many2 lah..
Babies r juz soo damn cute!!! heh. and i guess Nura is right.
Ur not a complete woman if u haven't gone thru Motherhood.
I tooootally agree. yepz. well.. all those baby-sitting juz isnt da same,
if the babies aren't yours. yepz. coz u can't rily bond wif them. nt the
wae a mother and child bond. awwwwwww.... Nw i toootally understand y
mum's usually get their hearts broken easily if their children tk dgr ckp dorg or
kurang-ajar gan dorg. They penat2 mengandungkan kte fer 9 mths. and those
9 mths are nt all fill wif bliss. Some wif pain. emotional breakdowns & pantang-larangs.
Pantang-larang are usually fer ppl yg rily ikot Adatlah.. and the perot very sensitive.
I tell u.. Wen MUA Ibu was pregnent, she didn't wen thru too much trouble.
well thats wad she said. She told me that she even ate nanas (pineapple) during her pregnancy. Yepz.
see how tuff my Ibu is?? She perot nk meletop pon she smbahyang normally. Normally
preggers yg perot dah nk meletop have diffculty too sujud the kiblat wif ease. bt My ibu,
wah nk step HERO jek... heh. tklah2... ain2 jek.. Pelempang Nabi der agk i if my Ibu dgr i ckp gini.
See hw much dey sacrifice fer us?? So we shld learn to appreciate them a lot. Especially Ibus!!
Maklumlah Syurgakan di Tapak kaki Ibu. hehehe..
LAtely asik2 blg Bb DarLz yg i want babies. den he terkejot.
He say asl tibe2 jek? Den i say i've alwaes wanted babies of my own.
Den he smile. He said i kenela tnggu der habis skola & NS. Find a gd
stable job, kumpul duit den we can get married and strt a family. Buat
maser ni der blom ready nk jad Daddie. He says he lom layak nk jad
a Father sedangkan diri der tk terhurus aper lag nk jad BAPAK org?? heh.
Bt i noe wen he is ready he'll be a gd & responsible one. He luvs kids u noe!!
He suker layan budak2. I'm sure he'll be a gd Father towards my kids. Insyallah
klw ader jodoh gan der. bt hopefully yeslah. coz in a magazinekan. Der kater
mmg ktenyer jodoh seme sudah tertulis way before kte born. Bt that does nt mean
kte tkleh berusaha!! We can usaha and pray to be married to a good husband and a
loving father. I intend to heed that advise. i noelah i ni masih muda. bt tk kesah aper?
itz gd to plan ahead. It is fer my OWN FUTURE. okaylah peepz smpai di sini sajer citer
cik kak noh. klw ader citer cek nk habak kt korg, cek post lah lagi.
If anything juz tagg aite?!?
Take care!
Btw may i show u sum of my Anak sedare's pics to ya a'LL
juz wanna share to u hw cute he is!!
Isnt he cute??? i edited the pic.
Awwww look... his smiling!!! Hehehe. thats KakSha btw.
Nw ibu's turn. we're all in Kaksha's room. My family did a open house.
Nw he's pouting, prob wants us to stop takin pics of him. heh.
Thats it!! Isn't he cute?? only thing is he has a penyek Nose juz like me!!!
hahahaha... bt its still damn cute!!!
Well thats all folks!! Papai!!
PeaCE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIe~*~*
I noe, I noe! i shldn't be thinkin bout all this
at this age.. heh. bt Can't help muaself!! After
readin Nura- J's blog. I feel like havin babies too!!
Nonsense eh ku ni? Bt niat ku baik aper?? havin Zuriats..
Islam galakkan kte... heh. taulah bt only after u get married.
i noe.. bt the wae she tolk bout her "Babe NyLa" so damn
exciting & cute!!!! heh. She tootaLLy inspired me to have
babies!! Nt that i didn't want them!! i love babies so damn much!!!!
FYI i babysit my two Lil cuzzins wen i was juz 9-10? without any pay ok!!!
i bathed dem, fed them,changed their diapers. and many2 lah..
Babies r juz soo damn cute!!! heh. and i guess Nura is right.
Ur not a complete woman if u haven't gone thru Motherhood.
I tooootally agree. yepz. well.. all those baby-sitting juz isnt da same,
if the babies aren't yours. yepz. coz u can't rily bond wif them. nt the
wae a mother and child bond. awwwwwww.... Nw i toootally understand y
mum's usually get their hearts broken easily if their children tk dgr ckp dorg or
kurang-ajar gan dorg. They penat2 mengandungkan kte fer 9 mths. and those
9 mths are nt all fill wif bliss. Some wif pain. emotional breakdowns & pantang-larangs.
Pantang-larang are usually fer ppl yg rily ikot Adatlah.. and the perot very sensitive.
I tell u.. Wen MUA Ibu was pregnent, she didn't wen thru too much trouble.
well thats wad she said. She told me that she even ate nanas (pineapple) during her pregnancy. Yepz.
see how tuff my Ibu is?? She perot nk meletop pon she smbahyang normally. Normally
preggers yg perot dah nk meletop have diffculty too sujud the kiblat wif ease. bt My ibu,
wah nk step HERO jek... heh. tklah2... ain2 jek.. Pelempang Nabi der agk i if my Ibu dgr i ckp gini.
See hw much dey sacrifice fer us?? So we shld learn to appreciate them a lot. Especially Ibus!!
Maklumlah Syurgakan di Tapak kaki Ibu. hehehe..
LAtely asik2 blg Bb DarLz yg i want babies. den he terkejot.
He say asl tibe2 jek? Den i say i've alwaes wanted babies of my own.
Den he smile. He said i kenela tnggu der habis skola & NS. Find a gd
stable job, kumpul duit den we can get married and strt a family. Buat
maser ni der blom ready nk jad Daddie. He says he lom layak nk jad
a Father sedangkan diri der tk terhurus aper lag nk jad BAPAK org?? heh.
Bt i noe wen he is ready he'll be a gd & responsible one. He luvs kids u noe!!
He suker layan budak2. I'm sure he'll be a gd Father towards my kids. Insyallah
klw ader jodoh gan der. bt hopefully yeslah. coz in a magazinekan. Der kater
mmg ktenyer jodoh seme sudah tertulis way before kte born. Bt that does nt mean
kte tkleh berusaha!! We can usaha and pray to be married to a good husband and a
loving father. I intend to heed that advise. i noelah i ni masih muda. bt tk kesah aper?
itz gd to plan ahead. It is fer my OWN FUTURE. okaylah peepz smpai di sini sajer citer
cik kak noh. klw ader citer cek nk habak kt korg, cek post lah lagi.
If anything juz tagg aite?!?
Take care!
Btw may i show u sum of my Anak sedare's pics to ya a'LL
juz wanna share to u hw cute he is!!
Isnt he cute??? i edited the pic.
Awwww look... his smiling!!! Hehehe. thats KakSha btw.
Nw ibu's turn. we're all in Kaksha's room. My family did a open house.
Nw he's pouting, prob wants us to stop takin pics of him. heh.
Thats it!! Isn't he cute?? only thing is he has a penyek Nose juz like me!!!
hahahaha... bt its still damn cute!!!
Well thats all folks!! Papai!!
PeaCE!!
*~*~MiZzPiNkIe~*~*
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