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YoE!! Wassup YaW?!? miss me?? No? otayz den..
BahHhHh...!!
Lame sak ku.. Criously...

Haizzzzz... ku rily dunno wad to type about...Life fer me have been a great BIG FAT
LiE lately... been lying to myself and to da ppl i love..i'm soooo messed up... and
i dunno wad to do abt it.. i feel like giving up... bt i'm scared if i let go... i won't be able to find it again...Either wae i have to make a decision fast... and real fast.. coz ku hampir2 kene spot... haizzzzzz... i know to sum of the ppl out there whu might cum across my blog and reading it now,won't understand wad i'm tolking about.. SorRy!!
But i ain't ready to tell da whole werld that ive been da biggest BITCH!! so ya...

Hey! don't judge me... I'm not proud of my doing's... and i do want to change... i'm juz confuse... i rily am... i wish i cld turn back time... seriously... haizzzzzzzzzzzzz........
no one can help me accept me,myself & i... i'm sick & tired of trying to pretend,lying and being a Hypocrite.... thats nt me... i may look happy on the outside... bt inside? I feel like bursting!! i feel like my werld cld juz crumble down on me anytime!! Everytime i get home.. i feel lonely... i feel like crying... bt no tears i shed is goin to help the situation i'm in... the only thing that kips me goin is wen i'm wif my frens or da ppl that i luv... they will wipe away all probs i have.. bt its only fer awhile..

ArGgGgGghHHhhhhhhHhhh!!!! I'm starting to hate myself....!!!! Y did i get myself into such mess... ??? Can't blame others rite?? it had to be me?? and only me?? is either u want it or u don't?? ArGhHhHH!! FcUk DiS!! I'm signing off!! Da moore i tok bout it the more upset i'll get... so i'll c u soon... Bye....

PeAcE!

*~*~MiZzPiNkIE~*~*