Sunday, May 02, 2004

Hi............................ sooooooooo sad right now!! :'( i lost my hp 2day! my Nokia 3200 is gone! lost! maybe stolen too... arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i'm soooooo frustrated! i need my baby back! it will be soooooooo difficult without it! i'm lost without it! i could shed a thousand tears and it wouldn't come back! :'( I realised i lost it wen i was at the K-pool at pavilion... Damn! y didn't i realise it sooner!! I dunnno how i lost it! i'm still puzzled and searching 4 some ans... Now, i'm trying to figure out how tell ibu! It's already the 2nd tyme i lost a hp.. the other 1 was stolen by one of my classmates! i keep losing things... Ibu's not goin to be happy bout this at all! She's going to yell at me, den lecture me! I think i'm going to start crying again... i ask Yan if he saw my hp.. den he said no, he ask me where was the last tyme i use it? den i said it was on the bus wen i wanted to kol Zimah but i remembered tat i put int on my sling bag den when i was sitting near the MRT there, there was this few bangla and this few maid i think was sitting near us... i didn't zip my bag and i kinda left my bag hanging frm the back, i dunno whether if they were the ones who stole it. there is another problem, how the hell am i goin to contact yan! My sayang! This is getting really really FRUSTRATING!!!!! FUCk!!!!

I can still use my old Sony erricson but i'm thingking of how i'm going to tell ibu!I'm thingking of telling kakkam first but she hasn't come home yet.She's also not going to be happy bout this!!!! argggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh! I think i want to run awy frm this mess! Allah, plz help me! plz! Juz give me back my hp!!!!!!! arggghhhhhhhhhhh! i think i want to be alone! Buhbyez!!!!!!!!!!