Hey! otayz, i'm sitting here in front of the PC thingking of something to type.. my head is blank... but still i feel like typing something... otayz, here's wat happen since i last updated... ummmmmm... I'm still wif Sufyan tats 4 sure i don't ever intend to leave him. I let Wan a.k.a yan's bezfren "knal2" wif Fizah, but wld never help him animore.. hehehehe, juz joking.. oh yah! Ibu found out i have a bf last week.. like she didn't had a hunched b4 she caught me red handed..... She actually lectured my sis and ask y my sis let me have one... well, tats wat i heard frm kakkam aniwaes... Kakkam said tat if i failed my "N" level she will boycott me... oooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, sooooooo scared.... hehehhehe, no of coz i care if she does boycott me... but if i fail my "N" level tat wld be embarrasing....is very hard to fail "n"level rather den pass it... Think of the humiliation....

Sufyan lectured me 4 staying back evry single dae... always doin art... helping out wif the exhibition. Like i have a choice.. i think he did tat bcoz he wants me to go home straight and tolk to him on the fone but his not always free. He also has his extra clasess.. aniwaes, i can start my printing soon..i can't wait to get it over wif...So i can pay attention wif my other subjects especially my maths... do some revision... i think i'm improving my maths, well tats wat Mr mahmod says.. kinda proud of myself... but i won't go Bigheaded coz there's lotza i need to learn and revise... haizzzzzzz..... i think tats wat happened since i last updated... i'll stop here den... see ya! PEACE!

*~SiCk~*

I feel sick... I didn't go to school today and yesterday..Doctor gave me 2 days MC, tat was a bit shocking... Den Yan teman me go...but he complained all the way..No, not coz he has to teman me.. he complain bcoz the waiting was soooooo long... They gave me so much medicine.. After dat i went to his place we hung around then at around 3 i went back home. I was a bit tired. I'm now in front of the P.C listening to Beyonce's Dangerously in Love song... itz a lovely song... it makes me want to cry.. but it makes me feel happy wen i think bout Yan & me, oh..did i mention 2dayz our annivessary.

Haizzzz...itz very hard to breathe wen u have a running nose... I hope i get better... oh well... i think i'm goin to get some sleep..Peace Outz~~

Wussup~~ itz a sunday....very sleepy and tired... but cant seem to fall asleep...maybe i miss my guy.. maybe i'm bored..noones at home..except me and me 3 notty catz..dey all seem dull and sleepy...haizzzzzzz... ibu's werking, my 1st sis also..my 2nd sis went out to teman my nenek go expo...My right eye is bloodshot, probably bcoz i haven't taken off me contacts 4 quite sometime.. Must ask ibu to buy another 3 pairs of contacts soon..dis tyme not the softlens ones bcoz it doesn't werk well wif my eye. Haizzzzzz.....wonder wat Yan is doing now...miss him... we had a fight last night... was soooo scared tat sumtihng bad will happen. Dis coming Wed will be our 2 month annivessary, i'm really happy! but wen it feels soooo good it hurts sumtimes. Hurtz bcoz i'm afraid dat wen i'm feeling sumthing sooo strong as this the feeling will go away sooner den i expected.

Went out yesterday no, not wif Yan, wif my sis... we went out early at around 11.00 a.m..and come home at around 11.++p.m den i helped her dyed her hair...she dyed my hair too! but only a lil coz i don't think my DM will be too happy wen i come back school on Monday. I went out wif Yan on Friday...went to his house...hang out... den we met up wif his frenz Hilfi and Wan... we went to the Pavilion to play pool... We had to use my IC coz only 16 and above can go inside and have a game. We cld have used Hilfi's but he didn't bring along his .... Yan won 3 games, he said it was 4 me. So proud of him! ;) Muaaaackz Syg! It was sooo fun...i think i'm goin to learn how to play it and maybe have a round wif yan. He'll probably win the first tyme i challenged him coz his been playing longer... but i'll try to win him over once i get the hang of it.Den After 3 rounds each, Hilfi went home Me,Yan & Wan bought some tidbitz and drinks and went to Pasir Ris Beach. We sat at the Water breaker, we tolked bout relationship. Bout Wan wanting to give up on Marlia but me and Yan told him to give it one more chance and if it doesn't werk out he can juz move on. I told him i'll try to find some gerls 4 him to get to noe.. pity2.

Den dey tolked bout deir childhood, ghost. The ghost part was scary, we went home and was quite scared...khekhekhe. tat was funny. On the bus i took 2 pics of Yan and Wan the point was to promote Wan so i can show to dis gerl i want him to get to noe. Well...lets juz see wat happens on Mondae whether Hafiza wants him or not...Till den byez~~ Peace outz~~!!!