Saturday, December 06, 2003

Life is short~~**

Yo!~~wuSSuP? haven't been updating huh? ever since Hari Raya been bz...sowie... been thingking to change my layout... but i dunno which one to choose... maybe graffity would be nice...or School sucks!! haha...newayz, i'll figure tat out later... never tot expressing myself was hard... but i did, in some weird waes.. i was sitting in my room the other dae and it suddenly strucked me how fast i'm growing or how fast tyme flies... this past year i learnt a lot...frm heartbreak to frendships.. family memberz.. and more... met lotza of ppl, strange ones even..some have their own shocking secrets tat ppl never knew they have... but weird thing is they keep expressing them to me.. but i'm always there to leant them a hearing ear or a shoulder to cry on..

Sumtimes i think i can be a Mother Fucking Bitch! wen it comes to arguing wif my sisters..never meant to be rude to them.. not even once.. juz a habit growing up..Shit!, i gotta wipe it off.. lost my Ez-link Ibu's mad and she has this mood swings wif me...can't blame her...this is my second tyme man..who wouldn't be..?? i'm juz a irresponsible brat... who doesn't noe how to take care of her things.. But i'm tired of ppl nagging at me bout tat... especially mum and my elder sis... i mean, give me a break..must dey repeat and repeat the whole thing over and over again..? don't dey get tired? i mean don't call me sercatic but i ask them and they say yah..itz tiring, but if i don't say it u won't remember...blah blahblah...and dey think i enjoy listening them yammering bout tat..

I'll be 16 soon...juz wen i tot i was juz 15... lost everything wen i turned into this Fucking age!! i'm juz sooooooo mad at myself 4 being so naive and stupid... dissapointed too... haiz..but i can't change the past.. so i kinda need to face up to reality and move on..aniwaes...i'm tired..need to get some werk done..so see ya..peace out!